JUST STORIES

A collection of short fiction by me, some of it published elsewhere, nothing under anyone else’s copyright, except for one or two pieces (uncertain).

This is an amateur’s shot at reviving short fiction as pure yarn. Much of what you get here is just bedside popcorn, so be warned. Expect an artificial product with heavy plotting, twists, unmaskings and the like. In some cases, a story is just a rambling account; even then, I try to incorporate a twist, through sheer stubbornness or bad taste.

I try not to treat characters as furniture or mere plot pivots, but they are sketched, rather than painted. I’m not afraid of using the now unfashionable adverb or other descriptive flourish – but let’s move that story along!

Lit-fic and creative writing may be fine things, but there is none of that to be had here. My prose will at no time be sinewy, luminous, supple, lucid, muscular, spare or taut. I shall not use the word “arc” at all, unless the topic is geometry. Things will merely drop, fall or tumble, they will not arc. I’ve got it in for “arc”.

In most of my gloomy stories, I contrive happy or uplifting endings, even when such seem impossible. That’s just to cheer everybody up, myself included. In accounts of villainy, bad guys won’t always get their comeuppance, but if if you wait till that last paragraph…maybe!

For those who find this undertaking to be dated and lacking a worthy purpose, you are probably right. If you find some of the stories downright pulpy, you are certainly right.

As a mercy to those who prefer more substance, even in their lighter reading, my intention is to stop after fifty entries, though that is an intention, not, as they say in Australian politics, a core commitment.

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In the historical category, two views of the French Revolution, by two if its shapers. Meet the Great Survivors…

THE PEACE OF CAREME

THE VERY DEVIL

A chain letter down the centuries…

HELOISE TO UNKNOWN

Overlapping our fantasy category, a venerable Jewish doctor admits his age…

WANDERER

A sleepy queen entertains…

THE PLAY

An unlikely encounter in post-war Rome, over bad carbonara.

THE GOLDWYN CODE

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In the category of crime and detection, an insurance expert has trouble unwinding on holidays, relates some favourite cases…

A LOCKED ROOM MYSTERY

AN ADEQUATE MURDER

CHILD’S PLAY

A master criminal roams the bush, visits the city. We don’t approve of him at all, however…

QUINLIVIN I

QUINLIVIN II

QUINLIVIN III

QUINLIVIN IV

Maigret comes to Australia. Really!

MAIGRET’S LONG REACH

Evil is not an Ikea purchase. My best opening sentence?

BITS OF BAD

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In the category of fantasy and the improbable, some ghosts…

QUO VADIS

THE MOTHER

CEMETERY LOOP

Strange entities…

DON’T SAY YOWIES

THE OLD F-S SCALE

FOAM OF THE SEA

Fake fairy tales…

LITTLE CLAUS AND BIG CLAUS, FAKE I

LITTLE CLAUS AND BIG CLAUS, FAKE II

Guardian angels: not the glamour job you’d think.

THE SECRET OF 63

That little opinion of yours…

QUALITY OPINION SUPPLIES

There’s even a time travel yarn. An easy, pulpy read. You won’t know where the minutes went…

SHE SLIPPED

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Australian interest, bush first…

A BUSH ANSWER

DRAGON

CHASE

THE .22 CLUB

WOY WOY

Some Sydney stories, some names changed, of necessity…

UNIQUE

EVEN IN ARCADY

ANGELS RUSH IN

EAST SYDNEY: A MEMOIR

Sydney in that Decade of Greed, and whatever you call the nineties…

DECADE OF GREED I

DECADE OF GREED II

MADE IN FRANCE

Sports fans!

AUSTRALIAN PIETAS

Getting that perfect balance between no-life and no-work…

ESCAPE FROM KRYPTON

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Stories modern and medieval, from the pilgrim ways…

THE COCK AND HEN

ANOTHER PILGRIM TALE

THE CATS OF LA ROMIEU

GLOBAL INGRATITUDE

NOT IN MY CONTRADA

Novella length.  Come on, they can’t all be short…

THE THIEF OF SAINT FAITH

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A miscellany of pulp: a bit silly, with strong final twists, what you want…

THE WAY THESE PEOPLE THINK

THE RETURN OF THE SON OF REHASH

A GOOD JUDGE OF CHARACTER

REMNANT

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QUINLIVIN IS SERVING (Quinlivin Part 4)

Retired Chief Inspector Don “Dibs” Dibble had a strict notion of what constitutes good company. The Old Incorruptible now found himself in the worst conceivable company.

A jail workshop converted for winemaking went against all his instincts. As to the trustee who was in charge of the wine, and seemed to enjoy every possible privilege in this medium security prison…

Quinlivin!

“So, Dibs…Can I call you Dibs?”

“No.”

“Well, anyway, you can call me Quin…”

“No!”

“Okay, Mr. Dibble it is. Just step this way…mind the cases. Here we go.”

Quinlivin waved his arm across an impressive array of vats and equipment, and a venerable winepress.

“As you can see, the whole operation is secure. The grapes come in, we make the wine, all liquid levels and alcohol contents are checked electronically and constantly. Strict inventory on all chemicals, additives, tools, instruments…The only other prisoner allowed in here is Dessie over there. Dessie, say g’day to Chief Inspector Dibble.”

A tiny, wiry, scrunch-faced con looked up from some crates he was pulling along. He raised a shy hand.

“Howdy.”

Dibs barely nodded in response.

“Dessie’s the best. I don’t go for crims as a race. In a perfect society they would have hung me long ago…but Dessie is the best.”

“So what’s the old lag doing in here?”

“That’s Dessie Saleh. Remember him? From one of the old Ghan families. His dad was one of the last cameleers. A few Darwin blokes robbed his father and belted the old bloke to death. Dessie hunted them one by one…Didn’t you Dessie? He got out of jail after fifteen, then hunted the bloke he’d missed…Didn’t you Dessie?”

The tiny man waved a hand modestly and went back to his crates.

“Ah, if we were all pure like Dessie, Mr. Dibble…”

“Look here, Quinlivin, I don’t buy into this noble con caper. I’m here because Clive asked me to visit you a bit. Since I’m living down in the Haven now, I suppose we’re neighbours. It’s not too far to come and that was his dying wish after nabbing you. So here I am. We’re stuck with each other, Quinlivin.”

“Oh, it’s a pleasure for me. If there was anyone I’d rate second to old Clive, it’s you. What a pair of Rugby League playing altar boys you must have been, back at St. Pat’s. You were in the front row? Clive was halfback? I also know a fair bit about your police career, though our paths never crossed. I’d say you’re like Dessie: straight and implacable. I like that. Coffee, Mr. Dibble?”

“Tea, thanks.”

After Quinlivin had poured out the beverages, prepared in a little kitchenette, the two men sat down on stools, facing each other across an old work bench. They were physical opposites. Dibs was a craning rockface that had lurched into life. Quinlivin – late thirties? – was the most neutral, the most average man imaginable, pleasantly beige, the kind people never succeed in describing or remembering.

“So tell me, Quinlivin, how did you manage to go from super-crim to super-trustee. Don’t tell me the authorities swallowed your promise to Clive there’d be no more escapes.”

“I made the promise. I’ll keep it. But there’s more to it than that. I think you know there’s more to it, Mr. Dibble.”

“I suppose I’ve heard things. I’ve heard how you arranged for his private room at the hospice, how a few hundred thou was left to the hospice after he died. Some favour you did for…for who?”

“Don’t be coy as well as pure, Mr. Ness. We both know who. But that’s not how I got my privileges.”

“Informing, eh?”

“How long would I be alive in here if that was true? Come on, Mr. Dibble, don’t play the mushroom.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard yarns about how you tipped off the Vics about the Bushfire Plot back in the drought, how you know about terror threats in the bush generally…water supply, power lines, communications…Do you mention all that to the Muslim Brothers in here?”

“Dessie’s a sort of Muslim. He does all my mentioning for me. Granted, he doesn’t look terrifying. Dessie just…well, he just hunts people, doesn’t he? Dessie, don’t you just hunt people? Bad ones, I mean?”

Again the wizened little Ghan waved shyly.

“Listen Quinlivin. You’ve held guns on people who were just out shopping. That alone justifies locking you up in here for fifteen with the sole privilege of crapping once a day. Clive might have looked on you as a naughty son, but for me you’re a very distant nephew at best. What’s more, Clive told me that the whole myth about you being a killer of scum is something that comes from you. There’s no proof you ever topped anyone. Oh, I’ve heard of the famous Quinlinvin rule: kill anyone, but always for a reason. Clive reckoned you might never have had a reason…”

“Well, you’re never going to know…unless you read my book. You won’t have to buy it. Signed first edition for you, Mr. Dibble. Of course, I won’t be confessing directly to anything. After all, the book and this wine operation are my escape. My legal escape, that is.”

“You think people are that stupid?”

“Just the clever ones, Mr. Dibble, just the clever ones. Literature and wine! Can you imagine the sympathy, the petitions, the photo ops with Julian Assange and David Hicks? Did I mention the winery is going carbon neutral? I’ll be free in five.”

“In your bloody dreams, Quinlivin!”

“But I’ll be going straight. I owe that to old Clive. I can make plenty as a reality TV contestant – or whatever they’re doing with displaced celebs in five years time.”

“You worried Clive to an early grave, and now you talk about him like…”

Quinlivin smacked his cup hard on to the bench and reared forward. All the flippancy was gone from his face, and for a flash Dibs could see the lithe predator behind the bland veneer and steady mockery. Then Quinlivin settled back and murmured:

“You can’t say that. I kept him young, engaged. You can’t say that. Nobody can. Accuse me of what you like…not that!”

Dibs fixed him with curiosity, not certain of how to take the little outburst. Then he shrugged.

“Maybe you’re right, Quinlivin. Maybe Clive was partly right about you. But I’m not Clive.”

“Well, Mr. Dibble, I’m happy to receive your visits. However, I’ll understand if you prefer…”

“There’s something else, Quinlivin. Maybe it’s the reason I’ve visited this soon, rather than waiting a few months like I intended. Clive McGroder had a thing about you being some kind of…I dunno…”

“Bright spark?”

“More or less. Now, as far as I’m concerned, if you were some sort of, I dunno, some sort of genius, you’d be curing things, discovering things…”

“Taste the wine! Not bad for coastal grapes, won a prize or two. That takes smarts, chemistry…”

“I’ll stick to beer. Listen, Quinlivin, it was Clive who arranged for you to be in a jail close to where I live. He also wanted your brain – how did he put it? – activated in a good cause. He said if there was a problem, something that required understanding of crime, as well as observation, logic, bush knowledge and so on, then it wouldn’t hurt to…sort of…”

“Put me on the case, Mr. Dibble?”

“Clive’s notion, not mine. But, yes, I want to put you on a case. Just information, opinion, nothing more. Just what you can do by hearing and judging from where you’re sitting. Are you a starter?”

“For Clive? Why not? There’ll be one small condition…”

“No there bloody won’t!”

“It’s tiny.”

“What?”

“I get to call you Dibs.”

Dibs shook his head awhile, then let out a sight of surrender.

“All right. Call me Dibs.”

“And you’ll call me Quin.”

“I’ll call you either Quinlivin or Prisoner 1816. Are you a starter or not?”

Quinlivin grinned.

“I’m a starter, Dibs. Another tea? Wine?”

“No…Actually, let me try a small glass. Are you having one?”

“I’m a prisoner! If I taste, I have to spit.”

Quinlivin got up and went to one of the vats, where he syphoned a small amount of wine into a tumbler. He handed it to Dibs, who drank a little, then raised his eyebrows approvingly.

“That’s not bad. What can I taste in there?”

“Oh, the critics have said citrus peel, vanilla, oak, blackberry…”

“Sorry I bloody asked. Now, about this matter. There’s been an accidental death. Possible suicide finally deemed an accident. The books have been shut, and, since I’m retired, I can’t re-open them. The Port Tench police are pretty good blokes and good enough operators. I can’t force their hand, and I don’t have a reason to. It’s just that I knew the young feller well – the one who died – from all the years I’ve been coming back to the Haven on holidays. When my missus was ill, toward the end, the young bloke, Michael, couldn’t do enough for her. And I’ll be buggered if Michael would kill himself, or be stupid enough to die they way they said.”

“How was that?”

“He fell from the overpass up on the Pacific Highway, the one that leads over to the industrial estate…”

“And the weigh station. Yes, I know it. That would have been a bad fall.”

“A bad fall, and a truck did the rest. Michael was backward. He enjoyed waiting on the overpass to watch for big rigs, pylon convoys, that sort of thing. And he loved the weigh station.”

“How backward was he?”

“Pretty backward. You know the type, there’s one in every town. Slurred speech, slow on the uptake, plenty of medical probs. Single mum had him late in life to a drongo who shot through to WA. Not a recipe for success, I suppose. But the mother’s a good woman, a worker, and her son had the respect of the town. He was backward, but he had sense, plenty of sense. Couldn’t do enough for my Gwen…”

“So, you don’t think he might have just leaned too far over the rail?”

“No I don’t. Those modern overpasses are designed so you’d have to be a dill to fall. You’d have to climb or use a stool. And Michael was no dill. No way that boy was a dill.”

“And suicide?”

“Don’t make me laugh. Not only was he a happy lad, he would never have caused a hazard to traffic. If that sounds funny, well…you needed to know Michael. He was…he was always looking after things. Even the Pacific flaming Highway. Especially the highway. That was his nature.”

“Unlikely to have enemies, then.”

“Don’t make me laugh.”

“So…some sort of ratbag may have pushed him? Or a group of young dickheads, out for trouble?”

“Possible. They haven’t stopped making dickheads. Ask any copper.”

“Time of day?”

“Early evening. It was dark. He was heading home. One of the globes on the overpass was out.”

Both men were silent awhile. Dibs sipped on his wine.

“Dibs, what was the young bloke doing over there?”

“What he always did. Sometimes he would wander around the industrial estate and say g’day to people – nobody minded, not with Michael – but mostly he loved trucks and truckies. More of his time was spent at the weigh station than anywhere else. Never got in the way, just watched the trucks, did meet-and-greet with the regular drivers, but never a nuisance. He could tell you most things about most trucks. Like I said…no dill.”

“Hmm. You know, Dibs, truckies and bikies…”

“I know what you’re thinking, but the answer’s no. A couple of bikies tried to leave a parcel with him to hand on to a driver. Michael knew to say no, and to mean it. A truckie offered to pay him ten bucks to pass on an envelope to the Angelitos. Michael told him no. They all got the message, up and down the coast. I’d warned him myself about being a regular on the highway, how they might want to use him for amphetamine deals. You only ever had to tell Michael something once, and that was enough. Sometimes we call the wrong people backward, Quinlivin.”

“So, just dickheads then. Not hard to believe that some young turds would lurk near the overpass, torment a kid like your Michael. Maybe they lifted him for a joke and then dropped him by mistake. Best explanation, don’t you reckon?”

“Same thing occurred to me. But there was one detail got me thinking. Maybe there’s nothing in it, but I got to thinking. Michael’s treasure was a small notebook he used for recording everything to do with trucks. Models, sizes, weights, loads, drivers, times and regularity through the station. He dreamed of making that his life, just like some blokes want to chase money and others want to chase golf balls and fish.”

“You’re about to tell me that the notebook was missing.”

“Missing from his body and from his house. His two filled up books were in a kind of shrine in his room – under a Convoy movie poster he got from Bill Collins – but the current one was missing.”

“I see. Not a lot to be concluded from that, of course.”

“No, not much at all.”

Quinlivin stared ahead, abstracted, and Dibs sipped on his tumbler of wine. The silence deepened, since both men were habitually wily players and never felt obliged to break such a silence. Both sensed the next comment would matter, would provoke, whoever made it. It was Quinlivin who spoke.

“Mr. Dibble, if Michael had been observing something dodgy, something criminal…”

“He would have reported it. He wasn’t sentimental about law-breaking, didn’t enjoy the confidence of low-life types. He was straight, my little mate…Sorry…”

“No offence taken, Dibs. I wonder…did he record truck weights religiously?”

“Yes, he loved that part. But the whole system is automated and computerised. If there were trucks coming through with overweight loads there was nobody to bribe. There was a unit that registered the weight locally – Michael liked to copy from that – but there was no way of fiddling the info, which was relayed simultaneously to Sydney.”

“He was allowed to hang about like that? All day?”

“Two days a week. Got clearance to do it as work experience under some special scheme. Monday and Friday he was there, the rest of the time he had some sort of vocational training…and he actually had a job doing dune care down in the Haven. The kid was a goer, a doer. Never stopped. I think he had some dream of getting real paid work at the weigh station. I suppose I had a vague plan to bring it about, before my all powerful friends, the Philipsons, disappeared from the map.”

“Mm. I heard about that.

More silence.

“Dibs, how do you feel about spending a day or two chatting to the truckies at the weigh station. Maybe just a Monday or a Friday?”

“You’re giving the orders now?”

“I’d do it myself, but, as you can see…”

*

Five days later, the two men were seated in the same place. Dessie Saleh was busy at one of the vats. Dibs was again sampling, with approval, a small tumbler of wine.

“Any chance of me taking away a bottle of this stuff?”

“This…this particular wine?”

Dessie, who had overheard, looked around nervously. Quinlivin caught his glance, gave him a quick wink.

“Ah, Dibs, I dunno. It’s raw still. A whole bottle…I dunno. Then there’s inventory, rules, all that…”

“Just asking. I’d pay, of course.”

“Well, leave it with me…So, how did it go at the weigh station? Anything interesting?”

“As a matter of fact, yes. I talked to a whole Monday mob, during the hours young Michael would have been there. I got the station master to point out the regulars who might have had contact with Michael. They told me things…Look, why can’t I just take a bottle of this away today? I’ve got friends coming for steak tonight…”

“Nah, it’s too young. Why steak? Is it true you’re the worst fisherman on the coast?”

“Who said that?”

“Oh, word gets around jails. Crims and guards talk, you know…”

“Well, it’s true I’ve never had time to hone my fishing skills, unlike some of these bludgers who’ve never had anything better to do than…”

“So what did you learn? Take me through it.”

“Michael was popular, as I’ve said. He never annoyed any of them. Some of them offered him smokes, beer, rides, but he always said no. He watched their loads, secured any flags that might be loose, often checked their tarps for them. If he fiddled with something, he knotted properly. He used to fill the water buckets and soap them, which everyone appreciated, especially the station master. He saw the odd dope deal, but who doesn’t catch some cash or amphetamines change hands on the highway?”

“One or two radar police, as I remember, used to be called speed cops for reasons other than vehicle velocity.”

“Yeah, well, if we catch em’ we’ll bundle ‘em in here with rest of the low-lifes. They won’t get an easy run from me…Sorry, I didn’t mean…”

“No offence taken, Dibs.”

“There was one slight, well, I wouldn’t say conflict. Michael got a bee in his bonnet about a little thing that kept occurring with one delivery. The driver who told me about it is a good bloke. He didn’t really see any problem, since he’s the type to do his job and then go have a beer and a bet. It’s just that Michael kept noticing a discrepancy on the weight of near identical loads. Now, provided loads are legal and secured, nobody cares about that sort of thing. But Michael being obsessed with trucks and details…”

“How can loads be identical?”

“They were loads of timber from the Dark River Mill, last of the big mills up Macktown way. Standard hardwood bundles, same number of bundles on the same trucks. Mostly blackbutt, but some other species mixed in. Michael was noticing a big difference in the weight of Monday loads to Friday loads. He even came down on other days at times the timber truck came through from the mill. The weight on the other days was the same as Friday’s. Monday…”

“Dark River Mill…Dark River…Monday was lighter?”

“How did you know that?”

“Oh, just a thought that popped into my head, Dibs.”

“You don’t have thoughts, Quinlivin. You only have schemes. What scheme are you seeing here?”

“Just a question: did this Monday driver participate in loading and unloading?”

“No, as a matter of fact. The truck was loaded for him on Sunday by the owners, old Cass and his son Trevor.”

“Dibs, I used to hide out in the National Park above that mill. Nice flat little cave, dry as a bone. I’ve still got gear up there. The mill is closed on weekends and guarded by a mob of underfed dogs.”

“Probably still is. The driver told me about all the dogs and security. But apparently Cass and son have taken to working right through the weekend, minus their regular staff. They regularly have a load ready first thing Monday morning. It’s always the same driver…”

“An easy-going bloke who doesn’t worry, doesn’t get curious…So, tell me, what about unloading?”

“He parks at an old converted wool-store in Newcastle. It’s their only delivery to that place. Someone else drives the truck in. Strict rule. After an hour or so, he comes back. The truck is waiting outside. He drives back north. No back load to worry about ever. Easy work. The driver likes his Monday slot, that’s for sure.”

“And his identically sized load was much lighter on Mondays…”

“What are you thinking? Drugs? There’d be much subtler and easier ways of transporting drugs than down the highway on an open timber truck, past police checks and weigh stations.”

“No, not drugs. Something…Dibs! How much fuss did Michael make over this? He fronted the driver, who didn’t care. What else?”

“Of all things, he rang the mill. Twice! The driver told me so. He didn’t accuse the driver or anybody else – Michael wasn’t like that – he just said he’d been checking for months and the Monday loads were very light. He felt the owners should know. They told him not to worry, but Michael was back after the calls and checking. After that, as he told the driver, the Monday weight was now the same as that on all the other days. For a couple of months, no discrepancy.

“Then Michael noticed some well concealed metal railings slotted under the trailer of the Monday truck, between welded supports. I’ve seen the arrangement myself and it’s a pretty thorough job. I don’t know if it’s a legal modification but it’s not something most people would notice. He confronted the driver – nicely – who didn’t know and didn’t care, but suggested the railings may be some kind of strengthening or ballast. Maybe they were intended for delivery somewhere as cattle gridding. But Michael must have wondered if the metal railings were there to correct the weight on Monday’s loads, since they were not on the next Friday’s delivery, which used the same truck. I know this, because I was able to contact Friday’s driver, who told me Michael had, in fact, approached him and made a casual inquiry about it. When Michael noticed the rails in place on the next Monday, he bloody rang the mill again! I can only think he suspected the mill was being cheated, or that they were doing some cheating. Who can tell? He was backward, but his logic and sense of right were – how to put this? – completely inflexible. He couldn’t let it go.

“Then…then the fall from the overpass.”

“Dibs, have you…?”

“I’m way ahead of you. I’ve been able to get a mate of mine, who might be a deputy commissioner for all you know, to arrange an analysis of the computer readings and records from the Haven Valley Weigh Station.”

“Dibs, you’re not just a pretty face. And? And?”

“Monday loads, presumably all with the extra metal ballast, have been identical in weight with those of other days since Michael’s death. For two months before that, identical in weight with those on other days. But – get this – for fifteen months before he made his first calls to the mill Monday’s load was much lighter. The weigh master confirms that all the loads always looked equal in size to him. Michael had pegged it. Not a dill, my little mate. He was no dill!”

“No, he wasn’t. No, he clearly was not…”

Again one of those poker silences between the two men. Quinlivin was gazing up and at nothing when he at last murmured:

“Dibs…”

“I’m still here.”

“Dibs, you’re going to do a raid, a proper police raid.”

“You’re bloody dreaming! I can’t tell the Port Tench police what to do.”

“No, you won’t be arranging any small stuff. You’ll  be getting your Sydney and maybe Newcastle mates involved. Dog men, a chopper maybe, blokes to cut off that whole mountain and National Park adjacent to the mill. You’ll need to restrain or arrest a Park Ranger or two, maybe raid the Rangers’ offices and homes at the same time as you raid the mill. The drivers will have to be re-interviewed and kept quiet. Yep, that’s what you’ll need to do. This coming Sunday.”

“Quinlivin, you must be mad. I’m a retired C.I., not the Premier of NSW. Besides, most people may find this hilarious, but I actually go to Mass on Sundays. And what will I say to the Sydney crew and the Newcastle and Port Tench mobs? That we’re doing this because one of the biggest bandits in history thinks we should?”

“Gawd, don’t mention me, Dibs. I have to live in this place. The privilege thing is bad enough. No…you’ll organise it somehow because your little mate Michael was a very bright boy. As opposed to the clever types who are going campaign for my release, Michael used every cell of grey matter that God gave him…Dibs! Your little mate Michael was on to a multi million dollar gold operation, easily big enough to kill for.”

“Gold? Gold is heavy, Quinlivin. And they don’t pull it out of the ground up around the Dark River National Park.”

“Dibs, I wasn’t talking about the common yellow stuff.”

*

The following Tuesday, the two men were back and silently taking in each other’s company. The only sounds was Dessie tapping on the hoops of a spent cask and the odd lip smack as Dibs savoured what was becoming his customary tumbler of wine. In spite of the enormity of recent happenings, this poker silence would go on for too long, of course. At last:

“I could get used to this red muck…”

“Not too much of it, Dibs. It’s pretty young. How did your steak evening go? Or have you finally caught a fish?”

“As you well know, I’ve been occupied. Since it was all your suggestion! I’m guessing you saw it all on television?”

“What? You finally caught a legal size fish and CBN sent a news crew?”

“Go to buggery, Quinlivin. Did you see the bust or not?”

“Yes, I saw. Hard to miss it. The bust went well, but that press conference! Sexy Brad Ball with newer and sillier face fuzz. What’s he doing running an op?”

“Don’t ask me. Kicked upstairs, I suppose. Old Clive reckoned he was thick. You proved it with that shebang at the Coast Credit Union. Anyway, I told him if he did just as I suggested he’d be a star. It worked.”

“They’re not going to mention you?”

“I’m retired. I was there observing, with permission. My only interest was Michael. I assume you don’t want to be mentioned publicly in connection with any of this…”

“No way! But if you could leak something through to the parole people…”

“I suppose I’ll have to. You know, Quinlivin, Michael’s mother and I owe you a lot over all this. He’ll be given a posthumous award. We’ll see if we can’t get his name on the overpass so thousands see it every day. But it goes against my nature to help a bandit like you wriggle out of his sentence…”

“Dibs, only a few weeks ago you wouldn’t touch red wine. We all learn to flex, to change. This prison is a lump of butter at room temp – have I tried to escape? But, hey, that’s great news about your little mate.”

“Yeah. I call him boy and little, but he was a proper man, Quin…livin. You wouldn’t believe how he was with my Gwen toward the end…The little bloke…I picture him still alive…taking the award…all stiff with his chest puffed out…” Dibs was as near as Dibs got to tearful.

“It was young Cass who killed him?”

“Yeah. His low-life mate, the only one of the mill blokes in the know – we nabbed him in the bust, got him talking – he stood guard at the end of the overpass while Cass Junior, after putting out the globe with an airgun, just grabbed Michael and heaved him over the railing. Like my little mate was a piece of…I dunno…”

After another poker silence:

“So, Dibs, how was the operation set up? I mean the mill. How were they getting stuff down off the mountain?”

“Like you thought. The head ranger was in on it. We think the other rangers may have been, though it’s possible he managed to keep them all away from the mountain. It was pretty inaccessible, almost escarpment country. Cass and son had made narrow tracks all over, just wide enough to drag stuff with one of those special mini-tractors. Nothing that would show up on Google Earth. There was a cover of scrub at the base of the mountain so you couldn’t see how the trail network joined up at the mill. They started work on Saturday arvo, after the mill closed, and worked through to Sunday night. The loads were coated perfectly in ordinary hardwood, top and sides. Some plugs of ordinary timber covered the ends of the load, so it just looked like the usual hardwood lumber when the driver arrived on Monday morning. Except it was gold.”

“Red gold, eh?”

“Yep, Australian Red Cedar. Toona Australis. The queen of all timbers. And protected like a queen. The log they were working on when we did the bust! You would not believe it, Quin…Quinlivin.”

“Pretty choice material?”

“The choicest! You wouldn’t bloody credit it, mate. And ancient! Specimens like that you wouldn’t have seen a hundred years ago. You’d have to go back a hundred and fifty years. As to value, we reckon they could have been cutting up to a hundred grand a month, tax free. From the Newcastle mob we raided, it seems most was heading for Singapore, as a starting point. The smell of it! Red cedar, fresh cut in piles. You can almost understand how the early settlers went crazy for the stuff. It’s the smell, as much as the colour and grain and feel. And yet so light. Christ, what beautiful stuff! But you can’t let ‘em just rip out the last of it, can you? Mind you, I’m no tree hugger…”

“I’d rather guessed that, Dibs.”

*

Dibs had gone, Quinlivin was now sitting at the same bench with Dessie. They were sipping on what looked like brandy.

“Quin, if we give him a whole bottle, will it be a problem?”

“Of course not. But I don’t feel right about it. He was a mate of old Clive’s. I just don’t feel right about it. He even called me Quin once today. I’ll get a bloke I know in the liquor game to rip the label off some Hill of Grace and send that on to him. Maybe a case of it. First time anyone ever reverse-faked Hill of Grace, but I just don’t feel right giving him my own stuff.”

“So, what’s this afternoon’s job?”

“Dessie, while I’m working on the book I’ll need you to handle the wine side almost totally now. Today I want you to make up a good mix for that end vat. Take your time, but get the proportions right. Got pen and paper?”

“I can remember.”

“No, write it down. No more mistakes. Here, use my pen. Remember everything has to be just below taste threshold, so if you make a mistake, add less, not more. Now, I want one large bottle of vanilla essence, one small bottle each of lemon essence and blackberry flavouring…get it down…A small fistful of bruised black peppercorns – they say they like peppery bouquet, we’ll give ‘em pepper – two litres of grain alcohol and a half litre of glycerine for a bit more sweetness and mouthfeel. No brandy, it’s on inventory. That’s only for special batches, and for us, of course. The guards can get me a fair quantity of grain alcohol – they just bring it in as bottled water – so we’re using that in future. Don’t forget some salt, but just one spoonful for the whole vat. Just one! Now, for the all-important wood I want one small spadeful of oak dust with a fist of the fine tallowood chips – don’t use the oak chips, too expensive – and maybe half a cup of liquid smoke. What else? One level tablespoon of stevia – remember, not sugar, it ferments. A pot of strong rooibos tea, cooled. One bundle of cinnamon…nah, too expensive to waste on wine from crap coastal grapes…I can afford it, but…”

“Quin!”

“Yes, Dessie?”

“Is this honest? I mean, do all winemakers do this to their plonk?”

“I hope not Dessie. I truly hope not…

“But if we’re ever going to get out of this place, it won’t be on the merits of pure and unadulterated Haven River Shiraz.”

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QUALITY OPINION SUPPLIES

I was browsing about the city, not shopping for much at all. I’d bought some underwear – that never goes to waste – and was poking about for something else to satisfy the consuming urge.

After dithering over a complicated tea infuser in one of the arcades off Pitt Street, I kept strolling along the arcade and chanced on a new Quality Opinion Supplies outlet. It was a bit of a surprise to see QOS now had a branch in the city centre where you’d think the passing trade might be too rushed for careful opinion shopping.

In fact, most of my opinions were getting a bit ragged and I’d been caught short a few times, so I thought I may as well go in and see what they had in stock. QOS is a reliable brand, and there are often specials on opinions that are still fairly fresh. The other good thing is that the staff don’t push you like they do at Opinion Express and If You Ask Me. Cogitations and Expatiations, renamed C+E, used to be good in the upper end of the market, before they sold out to Starbucks, who just needed to diversify, but who know and care nothing about the opinion business.

Anyway, I drifted inside. What opinions did I need?

I checked out the book section. There were interesting opinions on the merits of Booker winners over Nobels, so I bought a simple one of those. After the Jane Austen fad of the nineties, people knew there’d soon be unfavourable opinions on anyone that popular, but they were still holding off. I really didn’t want any, but I thought I’d better get a few negative views on a few of Austen’s works at least. You can sometimes just sense when you’ll be needing these things.

They wrapped my new opinions for me and asked me to pay at the main counter. I suppose that’s to keep you browsing, but with so much buying over the net these days you can’t blame a retailer for having a trick or two.

The music section didn’t have much. They had a run-out on negative Mozart opinions from about ten years ago, after the Mozart boom and all those open air concerts in the eighties. I’d already bought the opinion that Mozart is lemonade trying to be wine, and I’d pulled it out on a few occasions. It felt a little worn, that opinion, especially as I don’t mind listening to his music. I asked the lady at the counter if she had any new Mozart opinions, and she said there was nothing definite in stock or on order. Mozart is in opinion limbo, so I passed on him. There were some opinions on Miles Davis. Though I never listen to his stuff, I thought I should have a few opinions on someone so indisputably cool and major, so I picked up a few of those.

I brushed past the politics counter. A few years back you could buy hot opinions on Bush and Obama, now an opinion on either would take you nowhere. A young hipster with a plummy voice was buying an opinion that political opinion was futile. He wanted to take it to the Ironists’ Ball. I thought about it, but none of my friends are that ironical. If I bought it, an anti-opinion opinion would just sit in a drawer going stale. In fact, I’ve since bought an opinion that the irony thing is presently overdone.

On the way to the main counter to pay, I passed by the climate section. I really didn’t think I needed much, all my current climate opinions were fairly good performers in most conversations and encounters. Then I remembered that with some recent changes in weather I’d had a few problems, so I thought it better to get some fresh stuff if they had it.

The young fellow serving in Climate told me that there was now a shift to emphasising extreme weather over tangible warming. Climate science was as settled as it ever was, but, after floods in Australia and blizzards in the Northern Hemisphere, there had been some adjustments. So, the science was settled, but differently settled. I liked the nuanced way he presented the opinions, so I bought a few. Just on an impulse, in their kids section, I picked up Little Bindi’s Opinions on Overpopulation, a gift for my niece. I could have just copied my own opinions and given them to her, but these were charmingly wrapped; and I think it’s nice if children can receive their very own opinions.

I was just about to pay at the front counter when I passed a promotion table, where a young girl was selling fresh opinions on Judaism. She smiled very pleasantly, yet without pushiness, so I decided to check out her stock. When I told her I’d been the owner of opinions opposed to Zionism and Israel’s expansion for years, she was impressed, especially when I mentioned that I’d bought most of my stash at QOS. Then she asked if I was interested in a new product which might go beyond what I had previously purchased.

I was quick to point out that I was a QOS customer of long standing because I could be sure that there would be no race or gender problems with any of their products. She was quick to respond – in a non-argumentative tone – that the owners of QOS and the owner of the particular franchise were all Jews, and that there would be no hazard of racism-infected opinion in any QOS store.

So I asked to see the latest opinions from the promotion. She explained to me that while all religions had what she called exclusivist elements, Judaism, as religion and philosophy, was legalistic/materialistic in the extreme, which separated it from other spiritual belief systems. This unique character had a pronounced isolating effect which explained Jewish apartness and a certain incompatibility with gentile attitudes and institutions.  It all seemed to make sense, and the sales lady had been very pleasant and helpful. I added the new opinions to my check-out basket.

When I stepped out on to the street, I noticed a crowd milling about a chocolate shop I liked to visit, just across the way. There were demonstrators with placards, shouting, chanting, customers being jostled. On passing nearer, I saw a bloody looking Star of David smeared in red paint on the front window.

Immediately, I thought of the opinions I had just bought, and decided to return them.

When I approached the lady who had sold me the opinions she was busy for a while with a new customer. When she was at last able to serve me, I explained what I had seen over the road, and asked if I could return the opinions.

The young sales lady said she had heard of certain difficulties involving the chocolate shop, but all of that had nothing to do with the opinions I had just bought. Most of the people rioting in the street, while very sincere, had bought their opinions in Red Rag and Aryan Storm – even though the two suppliers carried completely different stock.

I insisted on returning the opinions, still unused, and the young lady asked me to wait while she fetched the owner from out the back. The owner was an older lady of evident Middle European origin who explained to me that it was not normal to give refunds on specials or promotions. She asked for my reasons. When I again explained what I had seen just outside the shop, she told me that she herself was Jewish and that QOS was a Jewish business. The opinions I had bought did not reflect in any negative way on educated and liberal-minded Jews like herself. If people acting on opinions bought elsewhere behaved in an injurious or abusive manner it was either because their opinions were defective or they were provoked to the point where opinions did not matter. The chocolate shop was, after all, a supplier to the Israeli military.

Just as I was about to insist again, a brick crashed through the plate glass. The young girl who had served me received a cut to her forearm, while the older lady ducked down under the counter. A red smear of paint was appearing on the area of glass that had not been broken.

*

After the police arrived and the crowd dispersed a little, I was finally offered a full refund by the owner of the franchise. QOS no longer seems to stock those opinions, though perhaps they are kept out the back or in-warehouse.

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REMNANT

General Murad, Old Bullskin to the troops, was the hardiest, most resolute of all the Mughals; and even General Murad was wilting with exhaustion. His men and their horses were managing to follow, in the main, but much more time or altitude would mean failure; and that involved perishing, not retreating. Until every possible fastness had been explored, they could not turn back, and one remote strip of plateau, the highest and least accessible, was yet to be reached.

The only known approach was from the steep south-east side, and steepness was only a part of the problem. These treeless mountains were jagged, with frequent sharp dips, so that constant dismounting and tramping were required; horses had to be tugged much of the time, the ground was loose and slatey, punishing a single heedless step. All artillery had been abandoned lower down, though under guard.

Unlike similar landforms elsewhere, the folds offered no moisture or variations of air currents. A single wind nagged, whistling up from some steppe to the north, and it either chilled or parched.

None of these chosen warriors would have made much of a distinction between death and the failure of a mission. An expedition ordered by the Emperor Aurangzeb in the service of God and in the name of the Prophet could not be aborted.

Without anything else, the suspicion that an isolated group of Europeans existed in these mountains would have compelled investigation. The general knew that Emperor Aurangzeb was no tolerater, unlike his great forbear, Akbar. His hatred of heresy was greater than his hatred of degeneracy – and that was very great. Servitude, eunuchs, dancing women, drunkards and drug fiends were among his especial hates. But unbelief was a death in life, and it would not find a haven anywhere on Mughal ground.

Yet the rumours were far more serious than that. Nobody said the disturbing word “crusade”, but certain travellers were bringing word of a band of Europeans who, entrenched somewhere in the west of the Empire, had a line of communication by land with Austria.  This was cause for high alarm. The piratical English had been dealt with at sea, but the threat of Austria to the Sultan of Turkey was a threat to Mughal India and to all Islam. Yet the only confirmed event was the interception further west of some traders accompanying a number of young girls of definite Western appearance. The traders escaped, the young girls, probably of slave birth, could tell little of their origins and nothing of their destination.

General Murad knew that far more urgent threats to the Empire lay in the south, where the Hindu Marathas ravaged and expanded. At times he questioned more than he should, though never aloud. Would not peace with all others be a wise course, especially with Sikhs? Even with Christian Europeans and their traders? Did they not brawl constantly with one another, these Christians? Why not find allies in Austria’s Christian enemies, the French, for example?

But Aurangzeb was Muslim first and Emperor second, though he was a capable and energetic ruler. So it was that the general was engaged on what seemed an almost fanciful mission. An advance post of a new crusade? It was not that General Murad believed such a community existed. It must not be thought to exist. It must be shown not to exist.

They would know shortly.

As the troop advanced they could glimpse what appeared to be natural rocky battlements above. There was relief and apprehension at the sight of what had to be the last but most likely place of refuge for the mythical band.

And the expedition had not been vain, after all! They glimpsed shapes very like humans, but unmoving, ranged along the tops.

As the Mughal soldiers came into closer view, they could see that the forms were indeed people, male people. They were dressed like vagrants or beggars, though their faces were smooth-shaven; their hair, against the bright, empty sky, was wild. Whoever they were, they gave no signs of war.

Old Bullskin was, of course, wary. He watched rocks, especially, for any motion. On such steep ground, an avalanche of rocks would be disastrous. He sniffed the air for anything burning. There were smokey aromas wafting, but they were the familiar smells of cooking food and burning dung. Apart from the clank and squeak of their own weapons and harnesses, the crunch of their horses hooves on the slatey ground, the only sounds were of mountain sheep and children at play, coming faintly from above.

Soon the troop could see details of faces. Sure enough, these men were pale-skinned, some blonde, some dark-haired, and the eyes of many were green or blue. Certain of the strangers were now visible in their full length. Their clothing consisted of simple tunics, though a few wore crude leggings. All were empty handed. They gave the impression of being a mountain race who had been here for a long time, not an invading military or espionage unit.

Though the general felt some relief, he remained watchful for tricks, for ambushes. Yet where, in such exposed and remote country, could an ambush come from? And how could these wretches take on elite troops which included Punjabis whom even the general found fearsome?

Nothing eventuated.

The troop, with stares, nods and the odd wave exchanged, reached the top of the narrow plateau, rode past the protecting outcrop and into a crude village. Children stopped their play, women looked up from dung fires or a small stone cistern which served as some kind of town centre. Either these people were without fear, or without any resort, so they did not bother to react. General Murad had encountered this before with isolated races. Most of his soldiers found it profoundly odd.

The men who had been watching from the outcrop followed the troop into their village. When the soldiers had halted, there seemed little for anyone to do in such a small place but wait and stare.

General Murad, as always, remained alert and continued to absorb details of the village. There were actual houses, indicating long settlement, though they were little more than sheds of well stacked slate, roofed like a tapering helmet.

The general remained mounted, continuing to look about him. There was no evidence of any kind of culture, no crosses, no Hindoo or Zoroastrian symbols.

The only striking thing was a long building where he could glimpse small, wiry horses stabled. About the village there was horse dung lying about to dry or piled up for some other purpose. Perhaps on the gentler slopes to the west these shepherds had other horses grazing amid their sheep or goats. Well-horsed shepherds! In traversing the world’s greatest empire, the general had seen many oddities. This was another.

Under an open stone shelter there was a huge jar, its decaying flanks reinforced with rope. Evidently, these people were so poor that this was the only closed storage they had in the entire village. There were no other pots of any size: even clay and charcoal must be at a premium here! The jar was so old that it could not contain liquid, so perhaps it contained precious seed.

Evidently, these people were ragged shepherds, once mobile and equestrian, subsequently stranded during some ancient migration or retreat, then forgotten. There would be more of them away from the settlement, minding animals or gathering plants. Perhaps they hunted a little with their horses. The strict yet upright Aurangzeb would want them treated as infants, not enemies. This his general knew.

He called Yaqub to his side. The son of Bagdadi Jews, Yaqub was now a scholar of Islam, a good enough soldier, and quite the brightest fellow the general had ever known. Among his accomplishments was an ability to communicate with anybody, using an array of languages, gestures and symbols.

“Yaqub, what do you think?”

“Europeans, sir, most definitely. Tidy them up and they might be a crew of our English gunners. That fellow there looks much like the French physician who attends the Emperor.”

“So it seems. Well, speak to them, however you can.”

The interpreter began to address the villagers in local languages. There was no response. English, French, Portuguese, Latin were tried, but to no effect. When a villager addressed him, it was in a language completely unknown. Gestures were tried, and after some nods and grunts, a few things were becoming clear, at least to Yaqub.

“Sir, these people say they have always been here, or, at least, no memory survives of any previous country, let alone a country of origin.”

“Well, question them further. They are the Emperor’s people, whether they know it or not. Inbreeding has made them a little stupid, but they can still hear the word of the Prophet. They are human, and their Emperor is kind.”

“Indeed, sir. It’s just that…”

“What?”

“I feel they are neither inbred or stupid. This is a race which wishes to be silent…or so it seems to me. They are not eager to communicate anything, nor are they curious about us. See their faces, sir.”

The general took the suggestion and examined the villagers’ features and expressions. It was as if they were the imperial conquerors, and the Mughals were the conquered. They were – yes! – indifferent. It was as if they were standing around politely, waiting for unwanted guests to leave.

“Yaqub, I see your point. But one never knows with strange races. Out on the islands I encountered a tribe where the mother must not look at her son, nor name him, after a certain age. Perhaps custom requires these people to show this cold composure.”

“Perhaps, sir. Perhaps. In any event, it may take some time before I can speak with them.”

“You will be given time. I must leave you here with a strong detachment. When I have reported to Aurangabad, the Emperor will no doubt want to provide religious instruction and incorporation for this odd folk. Between you and me, I wouldn’t worry about rumours of crusaders and Christian infiltration. As you see, they are shepherds who have been here for many generations. I don’t like the idea of losing your services for some months, but this matter is close to the Emperor’s heart. Find out all you can, learn their language and customs, Yaqub, but don’t exaggerate. I know you won’t.”

The villagers were dispersing to their various tasks and interests, indifferent to this incursion by representatives of the greatest of empires. There appeared to be no law of hospitality with them, any more than there was an urge to defend their territory.

The general shook his head slightly, as if realising the triviality of his task. He leaned in and spoke to the interpreter almost in a whisper.

“We might be more and better occupied with an emergent Hindoo empire in the south. The Mughals may soon pay a great price for this wide dispersal of their forces. Yet perhaps God will reward piety over practicality: we cannot know God’s mind. In any case, Yaqub, you and I have no choice.”

“No, sir.”

“Sometimes life must be boring.”

“Yes, sir.”

*

General Murad was surprised and even dismayed by the Emperor’s continued interest in the mysterious village folk, especially after Old Bullskin had made it so clear that no threat of any kind was posed by such an obscure and disconnected community.

Yet they were Europeans dwelling within the empire, and Aurangzeb would have them monitored and converted. To the general’s amazement and chagrin, he was put in charge of the return expedition to the village. The task was to relieve Yaqub and his temporary garrison and to introduce officials and religious instructors, as well as a permanent garrison. If there were any problems or suspicions, the whole settlement must be relocated to an unrelated part of the empire. If there was outright resistance from these strange people, particularly concerning acceptance of the Prophet, their elimination would be called for. Emperor Aurangzeb had too many problems in the south to allow for any serious distractions elsewhere.

On leaving the palace at Aurangabad, the general made his way to Delhi to gather forces, supplies and specialised religious personnel. After that, he once again headed north and west, into those desolate mountains he had hoped never to see again.

*

Better supplied and with previous knowledge of the track, the general found his second expedition went much more easily.

As the convoy approached the plateau with its natural battlements, they expected to see people above, but there was nobody visible. There were no smells, no sounds but those they themselves made in progressing. Old Bullskin was surprised that Yaqub had not come down to receive them. He commanded several men to fire their matchlocks. As a result, a number of large birds rose from the plateau and wheeled about.

But there was no sign of human life.

Old Bullskin ordered a halt. He was watching, as before, for movements of rock; he sniffed the air for those siege scents in which he was more expert than any other; and he listened.

There was nothing, except the wheeling birds, which now began to settle again.

Now he ordered a detachment of scouts up the slope, while the rest of the troop waited in silence after drawing their arms.

The detachment reached the summit and rode in past the rock battlements. There was no sound above or below during a tense wait.

The scouts now reappeared at the top, and its leader gave the  traditional sign for safe advance. There was something in the way he gestured that showed all was not well.

On reaching the plateau, the general rode into the settlement first, accompanied by the scout leader, a Punjabi called Aman. His soldiers formed a perimeter.

The village was deserted, but for corpses of his soldiers. Judging by the bodies strewn about, most had been attacked while sleeping. A few had the hacks and multiple wounds which indicate self-defense, but most had their throats cut or had neat, deep wounds to their torsos. Or perhaps they had been overcome first, then executed.

Yet how did this come about? It would not have been easy for any force to eliminate an entire garrison. For a village of unarmed shepherds, it should have been impossible.

The general dismounted, called in several men from the perimeter to help with identification and preparation for cremation. Over by one of the stone huts, Yaqub was found by a soldier who knew him, and immediately cried out his name. The soldier was about to move the body to the centre of the settlement when the general, on an instinct that only such veterans can have, snapped:

“Don’t move him. Don’t touch anything. Just move away – carefully now!”

The general moved to the spot and began to peer hard, not just at the body – which had shrivelled more than rotted in the dry steppe winds – but at the ground all about it. A piece of slate from the side of the hut still lay across Yaqub’s fingers.

“Aman! I need your sharp eyes. Come tell me what you think. Be careful of how you tread.”

The senior scout drew up to the general’s side.

“Aman, Yaqub must have bled out for a while before dying. It seems to me he has used a stone to etch something in the hard ground here. Tell me what you think.”

“General, I’d say…the outline of a strange shaped sword. It is broad, single-edged. The back is straight, the blade side curved, narrowing toward the handle. I have never seen such a blade.”

“I have heard of warlike shepherds who had swords good for slaughtering sheep or battling humans. Perhaps…but I speculate. What do you make of this circle, and the symbol within?”

“A shield? With what looks like a star or sun symbol?”

“That is what I conclude. But what does this symbol on the shield indicate? A sun or star with – let me count – sixteen rays. Well?”

“Couldn’t say. We have a number of scholars with us, sir. Perhaps we might ask them.”

“I wanted to ask you first, Aman. Scholars will discuss all this as long as there is an empire. I am in no mood for long analysis of symbols and the like. Somehow, an imperial garrison has been overwhelmed by a ragtag of shepherds using a cache of traditional weapons. I need to know who these shepherds were, and where they are going.

“More importantly, the Emperor will want to know.”

The general, still keeping Aman by his side and the chattering scholars at a distance, next inspected the stables. They were empty.

Checking further around the settlement, he noted that the huge jar was gone from its stone shelter.

“I wonder what was in that jar…”

“I beg your pardon, sir? A jar?”

“Yes. There was an enormous old jar here. It was so crumbly that it was wrapped all around in hemp.”

“Perhaps weapons?”

“No, too fragile. They had caves and shepherd’s huts all about the slopes to the west for their swords, shields and whatever else. In any case, they have taken the brittle old thing along with them in their flight. Possibly it had some religious significance.”

“Indeed, sir, before the Prophet men believed many strange things.”

***

Captain Cornelis Pietersz was a fleshy giant whose drooping sneer and gin-soaked complexion belied his resolve, his hardiness. He was also a man who detested brutality, seeing it as a failure, not a confirmation, of strength.

Yet his ship was in contested waters, and at a time when colonial fortunes were turning. Spain and Portugal may well be loosening their grasps, but the French and English were more adventurous than ever. Word was out that the English had hoisted their flags and unloaded convicts in Nieuw Holland. Another story insisted that they were followed into their first anchorage only days later by the expedition of La Pérouse. Only half of it needed to be true to be gravely concerning. Then there were those Russians!

Since the Treaty of Paris, there was no legal way of stopping the English passing where they will. Yet this part of the globe was still Dutch, if it was anything. The various straits in the southern East Indies could not all be secured, but the captain would, by God, secure whatever he could for Holland.

So it was that Cornelis Pietersz had given orders to interrogate, by any means, the strange, blonde savage his men had captured while drawing water. Their boat had beached below a high plateau on the peninsular, an unusual land form for the region, and they had come across an obviously European man working a stone fish trap in an estuary. The man had tried immediately to escape, though Pietersz’ men had not threatened him. On capture, he had been silent…but more than silent. He exuded a strange indifference, as if he were the captor, yes, as if he were the person of authority. A strange thing in a man dressed in rags and bound in the ropes of a navy that was still far from the meanest on earth.

Who was he? Who were his people? It was like shouting at a storm-tried cliff face. The man would not even acknowledge the existence of those who had him in their power. Every language was tried, he responded to none. If the man had been a brute, if he had been willing just to seem such, the captain may have found a way to spare him, maybe even release him. The man was anything but a brute. He had the staunchness of Pietersz himself, and an an air one could only define as a sleeping intelligence. The man knew something. The something was important, at least to him.

Pietersz was haunted by the possibility that the man represented the dawn of a whole new era of trouble for the Dutch Indies. He may be Russian. Since Tsar Peter had made his way anonymously to Dutch shipyards to learn how to make his country a sea-power, the fear of an altogether new and monstrous power in eastern seaways was pervasive.

Pietersz ordered the kind of official savagery he abhorred.

The man was whipped, firstly with a negenstaart, then, when he remained completely impassive, with a long zweep. To the captain’s horror, the man refused not merely to speak but to react in any way.

Piertersz was obliged to let his officious second-in-command take it further. What made the situation worse was the mounting delight of most his crew.

The man was laid on deck and fastened between points. Chocks were placed under his knees and ankles, then an anchor dropped on his shins. It was a torment based on execution by the wheel, and certain to produce results. The victim screamed briefly after several drops of the anchor, but that was all.

Pietersz’ second officer, a young Company prig by the name of Wiggers, had wanted to continue the interrogation by still other methods. The crew began to joke about suspending the man overboard for sharks to feast on his mangled legs.

At this point, Pietersz drew his pistol and shot the man neatly in the head. Wiggers would no doubt make a complaint to the Company or to officials in Malacca. Let him complain his fill. Pietersz would rather end his career in disgrace than become another white, two-legged monster of the South Seas. Torture was cheap sport for Company prigs like Wiggers. Wiggers had not yet faced a typhoon or Malay pirates, let alone a French warship. Let him complain.

Still, the area where they had found the stranger would have to be investigated. In fact, they would have to assume it was an enemy post to be taken with arms. However unlikely the assumption, it was safer to make it. The man they had captured was no ordinary castaway or straggler. Had there been just a glint of triumph in his eye when Pietersz gave him the coup de grace?

After he gave orders for an expedition to the shore next day, Pietersz went to his cabin. With the help of some rum in lieu of the gin he preferred – the entente with the English had at least made more rum available – he was starting to forget what he had just been forced to do. If it were not for the tattle-tale Wiggers forcing his hand he may have been able to spare the stranger and his conscience. Yet the Company always made sure that there was a Company type on  board. What if, as was being mooted, the colonies were to pass from the hands of the VOC, the East India Company, to those of the government? Would things be less dire, less urgent? A government could waste more time and money than a trading company, though the VOC had proven a great wastrel. Might governments prove more benevolent, less exigent?

There was an uncertain knock at the door.

“Come!”

After a hesitant lean-in, one of the common sailors entered. It was Spronk, a quiet fellow, not stupid.

“Well, matroos, what’s the matter?”

Kapitein, it’s about…”

“Spronk, I noticed you were one of the few men not amused by the proceedings a few minutes ago.”

“Sir, it’s not that I don’t understand the need for such things…”

“Never mind! You were right to show revulsion. Let these pranksters joke in the face of an armed pirate crew…Now, your business, Spronk?”

“Sir, I cannot say if what I have heard is relevant to what…”

“Out with it, matroos. I’ll decide what’s relevant. Tell what you know, or what you’ve heard.”

“Sir, when I was working out of Ceylon there was tavern talk about a group of Europeans, very white, like Swedes or…like us. They had kept to themselves very carefully, living high on a plateau, but near the sea. One contact would come to an arranged place on the shore to transact certain essential trades.”

“What sort of trades?”

“Oh, grain, liquor, cloth. The only unusual thing was women. Somehow they conspired to import young women, it was said.”

“What sort of women? Whores, you mean?”

“No, more like wives, sir. And those wives had come from afar, and were white. It was said they wished to maintain the purity of their race. Such was the talk one heard, but one heard it more than once.”

“And what did they trade with?”

“Just gold and silver, sir. Some of it was very old coin. Some of it was new. It was thought these people did land raids, but very rarely and always in the most secret fashion.”

“What else?”

“A Portuguese who knew of the contact point, once climbed to their plateau – or so he claimed. Perhaps it was a story he told in exchange for drinks, for the fellow was little more than a vagabond.”

“And what did this Portuguese claim to have seen?”

“Some husbandry, perhaps of goats.”

“That’s all?”

“He said they appeared to worship a large clay jar. Perhaps that was where they kept the coin, he said, but nobody has ever worshiped a money jar…”

“Except certain Dutch burghers, perhaps, late at night, when nobody is watching…Now, tell me, are these mysterious folk still there?”

“Sir, the last rumour I heard was that, after we got Trincomalee back from the British, the Company was determined to secure as much of the coast as possible. An expedition was sent to where the white tribe was supposed to be. They were found, but escaped somehow.”

“Now, a final question, Spronk. It will be confidential, like the rest of our conversation. I think I can trust you.”

“You can, sir.”

“Spronk, was there ever any talk of Russian language or Russian nationality, in connection with these mysterious people.”

“No, sir. Nobody had a clue who they were, where they had come from, or how long they had been on the coast of Ceylon.”

“I see. Well, since we are talking in confidence, and we are both sickened by what just happened up on deck…have a drink, matroos!”

*

Deserted. An entire village of elevated thatch huts, with bamboo enclosures for animals of some sort, was deserted. Except for countless chickens wandering free, the animals had all gone, though there was fresh dung about, and something resembling a goat was grazing on a rocky rise in the distance. There was evidence of very small fires – which would explain how nobody sailing these straits had ever observed smoke by day or glow by night.

After the hours of puzzling their way uphill, the captain and his men were in no mood for a conflict. On reaching the largely cleared plateau and village, what they got was nothing. A tribe of some sort had inhabited this place for a long time, and was now gone. Gone where? Into an uninhabitable inland?

A cannon shot in the distance! It was likely an alarm from Wiggers, left in command of the ship. Or was there another ship? There was a second shot. The captain now recognised the sound of his own cannon. He ordered the men to form a perimeter around the village, then told Spronk to accompany him to a part of the plateau’s edge which was likely to have a vantage point over the strait.

The two men looked down. Out on the ocean, many long native-style boats  and two large launches were advancing on their ship, approaching toward the stern and bow, so that they were hard to fire upon. Captain Pietersz raised his eyeglass, and saw, to his horror, that the launches were their own. He began to curse. Spronk’s bewilderment finally overcame his acute sense of subordination:

Kapitein, for God’s sake, what’s happening?”

Pietersz did not answer, but swung the eyeglass down in the direction of the beach where the armed party had disembarked. Their launches were absent, the bodies of their two sentinels lay on the sand.

Godverdomme!

Pietersz handed the eyeglass to the sailor, who looked first out to sea. He saw the launches and boats converging on their hopelessly undermanned ship. The attackers were ragged looking, males, females and children…and all unmistakably white,  just like their captive of the previous day.

Kapitein, what can we do?”

“Nothing, Spronk, nothing at all. We have been outdone, starting with the bravery of that wretch we killed yesterday. Now we must hope that Lieutenant Wiggers is as courageous in the face of an armed invader as he was with one helpless man pinned to the deck.

“Whoever these tramps are, they are no mean tramps. They are wily as Ulysses, and fight like Achilles. Do you know who Ulysses and Achilles were, Spronk?”

“Ancient Romans, sir?”

“Near enough, matroos.”

*

Their fears were realised: there was no negotiation. After seizing the ship, the strange tribe made off with it, south through the strait. It was not possible to know if they were using Dutch survivors to sail it or were relying on their own skills.

The stranded troop could do nothing but build bonfires up high on the plateau and down on the beach, waiting for a passing ship, and hoping it would be Dutch or, failing that, a ship of their new and grudgingly acquired friends, the English.

One of the sailors, while fossicking for food, came across a brass amulet that had slipped through the bamboo floor of a hut. He showed it to the captain. It was round, and bore the embossed shape of a star or sunburst, with sixteen rays.

***

Two older men sat on the balcony of the Haven Grand, East Haven’s new and stylishly fitted pub, with wide views of the ocean, though thoughtfully set back from the dunes and from the strip of coastal swamp and littoral rainforest backing the dunes.

One of the men was lean and tanned, with silver hair swept back in a regal style that was all his own. John Philipson was entitled to his own style. His family were the magnates that developed so much of the region, from their magnificent stud high up toward the Divide, to the “sensitive” coastal resorts and other developments along the Haven River and Haven Coast beaches.

Even those of the green persuasion who might wince at the notion of “sensitive” development were often persuaded, in the end, that the Philipsons did things rather well. The Philipson’s put their finish on things. The Philipsons had what used to be called “tone”.

The man drinking with him was recently retired Chief Inspector Don “Dibs” Dibble, the model of an old style policeman with his big rambling frame and features folded into dips and crags like a sandstone cliff.

While other patrons of the Top Deck Bar were sipping on bottled and boutique brews, the two old contemporaries, born and raised in the area back in the forties, were having their customary “middie-of-old”, in celebration of early times.

John Philipson did not need to limit his expenditures at the Haven Grand. He owned the Haven Grand. But some people are rich enough to indulge the plainest tastes. Old John was a true Philipson, above most things, even business, never in search of friends or contacts, and having very few of either. Yet the remoteness, the downright loftiness of the Philipsons was strangely valued, in that contradictory Australian way, as relief from the egalitarian; Old John P, in his home region, was like weather or the facing Pacific, too big to question or complain about, and people were rather glad of it. His friendship with Don Dibble? That was a rarity, an odd survival from an otherwise closed and privileged childhood.

Dibs, in his own way, was a man apart: a senior Sydney copper, religious, quietly fierce, uncannily in-the-know and yet, like some of those long-dead saints he still prayed to, “gloriously incorrupt”.

The two men spoke to one another as they had always done, quietly, mockingly.

“Dibs, nice of you to invite me to my own pub to catch up for a beer.”

“Nice of you to pay for the beer, Johnno. I’d say we’re even on who’s been nice.”

“That doesn’t add up somehow. But how’s retirement suiting you, Dibs? You’re back in the Haven where you started?”

“Can’ t think of a better spot, can you? And now I’ve got this flash new pub where I can drink for free.”

“Finally taking bribes after fifty years of purity, Dibs? I wish I’d known about this corrupt streak sooner.”

“Well, Johnno, I didn’t have it till now. Pity I only drink one beer a day.”

“It’s just so good to have you back in the area. With your fishing skills you’ll be needing to buy lots of Philipson beef…Dibs, what’s this I hear about you being some kind of celebrity? Involved in some spooky business, to do with the Girl in White?”

“Yeah, well, they said it had to do with spooks. I wouldn’t know. Not the only weird case I’ve had lately. I seem to be attracting them in old age.”

“Maybe you’re just going potty, old feller. Happens to everyone after sixty-five. Except me.”

“Well, you won’t believe it, Johnno, but I’ve had one more weird case dropped on me.”

“Really? In retirement? Don’t tell me…This is a consultancy. Pure jam. The public service caring for its own.”

“I hope that’s how it’ll be, what with the price the Top Deck charges for a bloody hamburger.”

“So, what’s this new case? And why you?”

“It’s to do with people I know, people not many others can get close to.”

“Sounds interesting. What people?”

“Oh, pretty remarkable people. Kind of a family, but kind of a breed or race. They’re rich. They own half a region of NSW. Came into the area long ago, some say from the North West of the continent. They breed superb animals, especially up on the Somerville plateau, where they have a stud as good as any in the Hunter…”

Old John had his head back and was chuckling soundlessly. Dibs went on:

“They seem to breed their own kind too. They all seem to marry in Europe, where they have a villa or two. The marriages are usually with Europeans of a certain type. Good types, mind you. But it’s like these people were under siege, protecting a bloodline or…I dunno. I’ve known the various mafias and triads in Sydney, but these people aren’t like that. More like they feel above everything, and want to keep feeling that way at any cost. Lately, however, there may be reason for some to think they may done certain things like those mafias and triads. I’m not saying I believe it, and I’m sure I don’t want to…”

“Ah, Dibs, you’re a hoot, old mate. They’ve got you investigating me, and my whole bloody family? What are you all going to investigate? Peptides in the horse feed? A few hired bikies collecting bad debts? Slops in the beer at new Haven Grand?”

“No, Johnno. I don’t do that kind of work for anybody. And when people have taken shots at you Philipsons I’ve always told the envious buggers to get rooted.”

“What then?”

“Johnno, your cousin Paul, dead in London last week…”

“What about him? The family did absolutely everything for Paul. Can you cure an alcoholic? I can’t.”

“Johnno, the London police think he was murdered.”

“Murdered…murdered…I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised. Dibs, you remember Paul when he was young and riding the first surfboards in the Haven. Those huge planks! But that’s not how he turned out. You didn’t know him in the seventies. Drink, drugs, bookies, perverts…the more money we gave him, the more damage he did to himself. It broke our hearts. You know better than anyone what a close mob we are.”

“Johnno, Paul left documents. They’re interesting to the London police. And to the Feds and NSW police. And to me, as a friend of Paul’s, all those years ago.”

“Documents…about what? Our corporate structure? The taxes we don’t pay? The taxes we don’t pay represent reinvestment, in this region especially…”

“It’s about taxes, and business. It’s about the Philipsons generally.”

“We’re odd? We keep to ourselves? We’re rich through doing quality work, like this pub you and I are sitting in? We do our charity without church-going or masonic stuff? You could never drag me to Mass with you? Those are agendas now, not personal choices?”

Old John had possibly never lost his composure entirely, and he now regained what little he had lost in the last moments. He flashed a smile at his old friend, as if the conversation was just beginning. Yet an expression came into his eyes that only Dibs was likely to perceive. It was the expression of a born anticipator, who resolves all by firm, fast decision, and who has just taken such a decision.

“All right, Dibs, what’s in these documents?”

“A lot. He pointed to certain criminal contacts, certain accidents and events that…helped you along. There’s a lot of detail, Johnno. Paul mentioned his fears that, as an out-of-control Philipson, he might be marked for…putting aside. And he named a few of the family, and several outside the family, who’d been…put aside. He gave details of how they were dealt with and why.”

“You believe this? About us, about me? Maybe ghost hunting has loosened a few screws, Dibs. Another beer? I should get back to the stables, but this is getting interesting.”

“No, no more beer. It doesn’t matter what I believe. It’s what all these authorities believe, about your family, Paul’s death, the documents…My belief is that you’ll be heavily investigated, no matter what you and I say now over this beer. Certain people thought I should talk to you first, that’s all. A show of respect, for both of us. There’ll be no accusations or speculations coming out of my mouth…

“But, Johnno, there’s always been something about your family. Paul once hinted something to me, back in the surfing days when he’d had some beers. Okay, too many beers. I’ve kept it quiet all these years. It was pretty bloody far-fetched, but it would explain a thing or two. It wouldn’t incriminate you in any way if you talked about that now, just to me. Really, it would just satisfy my curiosity. Whatever reckoning you have to give of your activities, legal or otherwise, won’t concern me, or this other matter.”

Old John let out a laugh that was a little too shrill. He rose from his seat.

“Dibs, let’s have another drink soon, when you’re over this latest spooking episode. Really mate, I’m not being rude. We’ve got a new foal coming on up at the stud. Could be an all nighter. When will these investigators want to start poking at me and the family? Can you give me till the end of the week? I want our lawyers to come to us. I’m not going to Sydney over all this, not with yearling sales to be planned and Beef Week coming up in Casino.”

“I’ll see what I can do.”

“Thanks, mate. I appreciate you’re just the meat in the felafel…”

“I told them not to involve me.”

“Good on you, cobber.”

“I told them never give a Philipson a heads-up. They’re sharp enough without it.”

Old John laughed.

“Well, I can hardly go anywhere, can I? The Philipsons are all over this region like the lantana. Horses up on the plateau, beef on the floodplain, boats trawling, every second property development…We can hardly skip out. But thanks for the compliment. And don’t worry, Dibs. We’re not bad boys. Paul was sick for the last twenty years, demented for the last five. He said and believed all kinds of strange stuff. Anyway, I’d better scoot. Come see the foal next week, if you can push past all the investigators and auditors.”

Just as Old John was moving away, Dibs grabbed his arm hard.

“Johnno, remember the big jar?”

“The what? Look, I’d better go. Young John hasn’t got a clue with these foalings.”

“Johnno, you do remember, don’t you? The day your uncle left the vault open to answer the phone?”

Old John slid back down into his chair, dropping his voice.

“I remember something like that. I remember we snuck in to the old vault. Then we snuck out. We were maybe five or six. How would I remember exactly?”

“We were seven. We snuck in and you showed me some huge jar, the only thing in the vault. It had all kinds of old rope around it, and it had been strengthened with mesh as well. You told me it was special, very special.”

“I don’t remember, Dibs.”

“You hoisted me up, so I could see the old clay lid. It was sort of embossed with a round face that had tentacle things coming out of it. Or maybe it was a sunburst, or star…”

“Dibs, I just don’t…”

“Is it still there, in the vault?”

“Maybe. I never go down there. It’s full of old rubbish. Mate, I have to go. I can’t leave Young John in charge. It’s his first time, and this foal’s grandfather was Danehill. I’m not making it up…”

*

The fire that gutted the Haven Grand the following Sunday night had concerned the whole region. There were no deaths, but plenty of exhausted locals. Dibs spent some time with Young John and the Philipsons who were on the spot, till he realised he was just in the way. Old John had been madly co-ordinating and phoning, the chief task being to move masses of stock and fittings from the parts of the building not under threat. Trucks came and transported what they could, presumably back to the stud on Somerville Plateau, where there were huge sheds and refrigeration units available.

Nobody questioned why Old John eventually had himself driven to the heliport. Nobody questioned the trucks thundering in and out of the Somerville Stud some forty kilometres west. When the family plane took off from the stud in the early hours of Monday morning, it was assumed that there was an excellent reason. In view of the fire which was gutting the Haven Grand, nobody was surprised by all kinds of movement to and from the Philipson family farm.

*

The two men wandered about the deserted property. Dibs was stunned. Overnight, the Philipsons and much else had simply disappeared.

Harold “Jockey” Roberts, a small and wiry aborigine just slightly younger than Dibs, was over his amazement. He had been at the property since five in the morning, having been asked by Old John to come at that exact hour. On arriving, he had found the place deserted but for the horses and dogs. In the stable was a wad of cash, a document, and a note asking Harold to care for the horses and dogs, as well as for all the cattle lower down the Haven Valley. Arrangements had been made for the prompt sale of stock. In the meantime, Old John was willing to trust only Harold to handle all animals well.

The last instructions were to lock the main gate, then to ring Dibs.

As they walked through the grounds, Dibs shook his head again and again:

“Harold, did you have any inkling…?”

“No! Who leaves horses like these? Did you have an idea of something going on?”

“Well, between you and me, the Philipsons were in a bit of trouble over stuff I shouldn’t talk about. Old John had a beer with me on Saturday. I discussed that with him.”

“Dibs, how does a whole family like the Philipsons just disappear? They were the size of a tribe. Twenty of them living on this stud alone. More down the valley and in town. All their money, their property…and they did it all overnight. Do you reckon the pub fire…?”

“Yes, I do. They burnt the Haven Grand to distract everybody, and use the confusion to get away. Maybe they got professionals in. They liked professionals.”

“But so much money, land, stock, all that expensive furniture they’ve left…”

“Judging by the efficiency shown so far, I’m guessing that all kinds of things were owned by all kinds of companies across the world. We may find find that a lot of leases and ownerships have been transferred electronically overnight. The Caiman Islands aren’t just for scuba diving.”

“Dibs, it’s like they had this already planned, like some huge military operation, and just needed to throw switches to start it all.”

“It was a military operation. That’s what it was, Harold. And planned…a hundred, a thousand years ago?”

“How do you mean?”

“Harold, many years back Paul Philipson got drunk and  hinted about something that seemed pretty far-fetched. I’ve never mentioned it to anyone. Now I’m thinking maybe it wasn’t so far-fetched.”

“What was it?”

“You were close to Old John. If there was something he would prefer you not to know, would you want to hear it?”

“I suppose not.”

“Look, all I’ll say is that a long time ago, and a long way away, a tide, a human tide, swept across the world. Nobody and nothing could stop that tide, those people. Then the tide got sucked back, and left some of the people isolated, stranded. But they were people who had never been beaten or even restrained. They’d never copped anything but winning, and on a huge scale at a lightning rate.  How do I describe these people? They were history’s biggest winners. They refused to be dominated or absorbed by anybody because they didn’t know how to be absorbed or dominated. Those people were the proudest…how can I put it…?”

“They were Philipsons?”

“That’s about it. They were Philipsons. And you’ll understand if I say no more?”

“If Old John would have wanted it that way…Dibs, he left me the foal.”

“The foal! But that thing’s grandfather…”

“I know. Danehill.”

“Bugger me. They certainly knew about loyalty. They had their ways…They had their ways…”

*

Dibs found his way alone down to the basement of the vast house. He had expected the vault to be sealed. The hefty metal door was open.

He stepped in. The vault was completely empty.

In the middle of the concrete floor was a round outline. It might match the base of a large jar or pot, big enough to fit a man inside. He touched the stain that formed the outline. It was faintly sticky, like honey. He smelled his fingers. Was there a scent of spice and resin? It was so faint, or maybe he was imagining.

Again Dibs rubbed his fingers on the spot.

“So…the original Philipson. Where have they taken you now, I wonder? Philipson… son of Philip…”

Dibs laid his hand flat in the middle of the circle. He moved the hand around, in a sort of caressing tribute, till he found himself murmuring the name that had been revolving in his brain:

“…Alexander…”

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WOY WOY

So, it actually pulled out of Central on time!

His friends up the coast warned him the train would start late and probably lose more time on the way. He could only hope they would meet him punctually at Coffs Harbour, rather than assume the train would be delayed. Then again, what did it matter? October is a good time to be stranded on a North Coast platform, if not for too long. The nor’easters are starting to link land and ocean, the air is starting to be holiday air, though the crowds are thin till December.

It would be just after dark when he arrived. The thought appealed: a balmy early evening, smell of the sea, pubs and restaurants filling. Would they all dine in Coffs before driving up to the hinterland? He hoped so. He was in the mood for strolling through the town as a pure tourist, not deadlined for anything, not straining for a gap in traffic, a parking spot. Maybe he would slip into his board shorts. No, better the drab hemp ones. He did not know these new friends too well; Tristan and Noelle were well off, with multiple properties, but they were more hinterland types than beach types. There would be others staying too. They mentioned a lady from Austria, some sort of naturopath…Yes, hemp shorts.

As the train picked up speed after Redfern,  just the thought of the weeks ahead seemed to drain some of the Sydney tension from him. He could gaze at the inner city, the liver-brick bungalows, the coloured terraces, the old Summer Hill mansions – and treat it all as a moving postcard.

Really, Paul did not have to do a thing. He had never felt so free.

*

At Strathfield pick-up, nobody occupied the empty seat next to him. At Hornsby, he was briefly uneasy when a short, plump woman came down the aisle and paused, as if to take the seat. Then, after examining the numbers, she realised her seat was on the other side of the aisle.

When she struggled to lift some hand luggage on to the rack above, Paul stood up, crossed the aisle, and offered to help.

“Oh, thank you. I’m a bit short to reach.”

“Not at all. If you need to take it down at any time…”

“No, no. I’m an organised traveller. Have to be, with my height. Won’t be needing it. But thank you very much.”

“Pleasure.”

The woman sat, then, after some bustle, asked:

“Going far?”

“To Coffs. What about you?”

“Oh, just to Broadmeadow, for Newcastle. My sister is getting over an operation. Are you on holidays?”

“Certainly am. And looking forward to it.”

“Oh, half your luck! Lovely time of year to be up the coast, after the cold but before the crowds. Got family up there?”

“No, just friends. We’ll be staying at their farm up in the hinterland.”

“What kind of farm do they have?”

“Oh, sort of a Permaculture, if you’ve heard of that.”

“Like…all natural, with no sprays and so on?”

“Well, more a mixed arrangement, where one things works with another…”

“Oh, lovely. Half your luck!”

At the start of a train trip there is often a political moment, where two strangers – if they are wise – may talk to break the ice but then stop talking, and immerse themselves a bit too abruptly in some private activity. It is how travellers reassure one another that they will not have to spend hours in conversation; that nothing is expected from the accidental bond of booked seating.

The woman opened a magazine, Paul opened his book.

*

He had chosen two books for the holiday. One was a novel by Marquez, which he had bought years before, during the Magical Realism boom. He had been reading it intermittently over the last months, but did not feel like reading it at the moment. Probably, he had never felt like reading it – and it was now an Oprah Book Club selection. Also, though his own edition long preceded Oprah’s anointing, the cover was very bright. It was a bit of an embarrassment.

Paul decided to place the book on the floor, heel it back under his seat and maybe forget it.

From his small Crumpler bag he drew a copy of J. M. Coetzee’s Disgrace. Its cover was dark and impressive, but it was also brand new. There is something awkward about reading the first pages of a book in the presence of others. One prefers to be well into a cerebral work, especially, having given it the odd bend or tatter. Paul would make a good start on it now, so he could keep reading it up at the farm without embarrassment.

He tried to read for a while, then gave up and watched the steep Hawkesbury sandstone country: among twisty banksia, the wattles bursting into cream or gold, with yellow-flowering darwinia peas beneath; above them, the ragged gums which would be ringing with cicadas by now; far off, the submerged range forming the National Park, along with islands in a maze of estuary arms; then, after a descent, the grand breadth of the Hawkesbury itself.

After Brooklyn, the line went low along a small arm of the Hawkesbury. Paul had seen it before, but that narrow stretch never lost its charm, with its soupy mud flats, oyster crusted sandstone, and crazy little houses only reachable by boat. It’s that point in the trip where you are well and truly out of Sydney. You are up the coast.

Paul regretted that the train would soon be pulling into Central Coast towns like Woy Woy and Gosford. That broke the spell of going north, dragged you back into a suburban reality. For Paul, Woy Woy was a real spell-breaker. He had spent time there years ago…

Why not sleep a little? Why not doze through the whole Central Coast stretch? Woy Woy, Gosford, Wyong…especially Woy Woy.

Paul put back his seat, folded his light Icebreaker top and used it to cushion his head against the window. He closed his eyes, and let the thoughts trickle…

He thought about sex, of course. Mixed with that was a picture of the evenings he would spend at the farm with Tristan and Noelle, and others he did not know. He imagined the Austrian lady, how she might be, what he might say to her…Evenings in the Coffs hinterland…Russell Crowe living near…Paul imagined an intimate circle of people sitting or stretched out on plush, artistic furniture, under a cathedral ceiling…Outside, cicadas and frogs and the whole subtropics stirring in high spring…Someone is attentive to him…the Austrian lady, the naturopath, wants his opinion…is attentive…blonde…not heavy featured at all…

*

When Paul woke, the train had come to a halt and there was a familiar stretch of estuary to his left: Brisbane Water and Woy Woy Bay, sparkling through mangrove on a clear October day. Why had the XPT stopped there? Drowsy, his head still pillowed on the glass, he stared out, and had to find it pretty. Yet he was relieved when the train moved again, and he did not bother to look over to his right, to the town. He was glad, as before, to be leaving Woy Woy behind.

For a while he stared out vacantly, then tried to doze. Why not? The body probably needed it, as a catch-up after a hectic year. But the nap proved enough, and he was soon fully awake. When Gosford was behind he would walk the aisle, stretch, use the toilet. Then he might eat. For now, he would try the new book.

After some minutes of nudging his unwilling brain into the text, he was distracted by talking and movement in the seats in front. Two people must have got on at Woy Woy while he slept. But the XPT did not pick up at Woy Woy. Perhaps they had moved from another part of the train. Well, he hoped they were not the types to jump about and recline the seats as far back as possible. Such are the little dreads and tensions of travelling on the long North Coast Service.

He heard a woman’s soft voice, and another raspy voice which also had a slur to it. The voice put him in mind of something. Then the passenger in the seat directly in front stood, turned, and stared right at Paul, with a frank grin. Of course, he was a Down Syndrome child: hence that voice. Paul smiled back. Again he heard a softer voice; a woman’s hand was placed on the boy’s forearm, and he was drawn back down into his seat.

Paul straightened up a little, returned to his book. Something was tugging at the edge of his mind.

A thought came to him: Woy Woy, that boy…

Paul craned, tried to see over the top of the seats, then between them. He could see nothing. The very short lady across the aisle was observing him, idly. They exchanged embarrassed smiles, then Paul sat back in a normal posture. Again, he tried to read.

Could it really be? But passengers did not get picked up at Woy Woy. Not as a rule. He listened for any conversation in the seats in front, watched for any movement. But there was nothing now. The two had settled in.

Gosford coming up. The people in front started to bustle, as if they were about to get off.

As the train pulled in to Gosford, the boy stood up, clasping a Newcastle Knights back pack. Again he smiled at Paul, and Paul smiled back. Then the woman’s voice:

“Got everything, Davey?”

In the very moment Paul recognised her voice, she stood and their eyes locked. Jane. Jane, but older. She had the same soft but strained features. More strained now.

“Paul. Oh. Hi…”

“Hi, Jane. How are you? Are you…getting off?”

“Yes, getting off. What a pity. How are you?”

“Oh, fine. I’m good, good…”

“That’s good…Davey, just wait at the exit there. There’s an older gentleman might need a hand with his suitcase, hon. I’ll follow in a minute.”

The boy walked with authority to the exit.

“He’s such a good kid. Wants to help out all the time…So, you on holidays, Paul. Business?”

“Holidays. Up Coffs Harbour way. Some people I know.”

“Oh, good. That’s good. You’ve probably been working hard. I…Actually, I’d better go or I’ll lose him.”

“Yes, I wish I’d known you were there…Didn’t know you were still in Woy Woy…”

“Oh well, no way of telling. The jaunt was a special treat for him…for David. He loves the XPT and the station master let us on because they had to stop anyway for a medical pick-up. They all know Davey around Woy Woy. It’s his birthday, you know.”

“Oh.”

“He wants a Knights jersey, but it has to be from some special shop in Gosford.” Then, dropping her voice: “Also, he needs his medical checks. You know, they get that otitis media problem, the Down kids…and the heart thing…Oh, I’ll have to go. It was a nice surprise, seeing you, Paul.”

“Likewise. Can I help…carry anything?”

“No, no…Well…Bye now.”

“Yes. Bye. Bye, Jane.”

The woman moved down the aisle, then suddenly turned back round.

He was my decision.”

It was spoken so quickly, and he barely heard it. Then she was gone.

Minutes later, as the train moved forward, he looked for them in the station crowd, but they were gone.

*

Paul immediately opened the book and began reading. He decided not to stare at pages but to really read. He would get into this book, thumb it, bend it a bit. He would be well into it by the time he got to the farm.

“Run into some old friends?” It was the short lady across the aisle, being friendly, not intrusive.

“Yes…at least, one old friend. I’ve never met the boy.”

“Must be so hard for a mother. Not just a mother, of course. A father too. So hard.”

“Yes, can’t be easy.”

“Still, every Down kiddie I’ve known has been happy. They always seem happy.”

“Yes…That young boy seemed happy.”

With the ice re-broken, both travellers returned to their reading.

Paul’s book was about an academic who sleeps with students. From the blurb and what he had read on the net before buying, the story would move on to accusations of rape, actual rape, lesbianism; gender and race would be themes, of course. It was the sort of thing people should be reading, that he should be reading…but just not now.

He stared out the window. When would he feel really away? After Wyong they would enter the Hunter Valley…Maybe Broadmeadow, connecting with the grimy bulk of Newcastle, was the last downer. After that, the rolling green country toward Gloucester was always nice. Maybe by then you were away, out of that Sydney-Newcastle orbit.

Woy Woy. If he had just been in a different carriage…

Woy Woy!

*

After the train pulled out of Wyong, Paul decided to stretch his legs, use the toilet. On the way back to his seat he caught the eye of the short lady, who was ready to risk more chat, now her stop was not far off.

“I don’t mean to be nosy but I heard your friend, the lady, mention otitis media. With regard to the young lad.”

“Yes, I think she did.”

“Nasty thing. Can be really painful. The poor pets have got enough on their plate without that.”

“Yes. It doesn’t seem fair.”

He sat back down, changing the subject:

“So, are you from the Hunter? Newcastle?”

“Newcastle born and bred. Our father was on the docks when, you know, Newcastle was really Newcastle…Did I hear the lady say he had heart problems, the young lad?”

“I think so. I think she said something about heart…Is your sister on the mend?”

The woman gave Paul an account of her sister’s illness and recovery. He showed an interest.

Soon the train arrived at Broadmeadow. Paul helped the short lady with her luggage. After he handed it to her, she pointed at Marathon stadium, to the west of the station.

“I suppose the young lad would love that.”

“Sorry?”

“Your friend’s boy. Marathon Stadium. Home of the Newcastle Knights. Look, even the station’s got red and blue all over it.”

“Oh, yes.”

*

The XPT was now south of Gloucester.

Paul had skimmed the first pages of the book, to lever himself into it, so that he would have something in which to absorb himself up at the farm, something he might be able to make a comment about. His brain would not go where his eyes went. Once again, he put the book aside and began to stare out the window. The steep but soft country was pretty now, worth staring at.

Stopping at Gloucester is agreeable. The town does not press up to the station, it rambles on down to it. All around are those green or russet folds and hills, with a compact mountain range, topped by gums, on the other side of the river, as you look east.

For some reason – or maybe for no reason – Paul felt like alighting on to the platform. He stayed aboard, however, and the train pulled out. It seldom stops long at Gloucester.

The scenery heading to Wingham and Taree is tightly banked hills, or wide river flats with a few cattle, old fences and outbuildings, tottering haysheds. It was good scenery just for staring, and Paul stared. Just knowing he would be making the trip had already got him entertaining vague thoughts about big life changes. People often do that on holidays, their minds freed up; but he also thought about where he was heading that evening, whether they would dine in town first. He thought vaguely of the Austrian lady, whether he was somehow meant to link up with her, though he had no idea of her age or appearance.

The new friendship with Tristan and Noelle, this break from Sydney, the Austrian lady…was it all part of some new turning? In the past year he had made some money, met people with money who also had ideas, people like Tristan and Noelle. He had worked on his diet and fitness, successfully; he had joined a book group, with less success; and he had switched to Linux.

Wingham, then Taree. At Taree station, where the stops are extended, he saw a couple of passengers hop off to smoke. He thought of hopping off, not to smoke of course, just to…what?

After Taree, he ate one his own soy cutlet wraps, having skipped the train’s buffet lunch, which consisted of the kinds of food he had been avoiding over the last year. He sipped from a water bottle, filled with coconut water then frozen in preparation for the trip. With nobody near him in the carriage, he briefly thought of pulling back the arm of the seat and curling up to nap. But he would need to take his shoes off and adopt a juvenile position to be really comfortable. And it was not a time for deep sleep, for mental abandon.

Paul put the seat back as far as it would go, again placed his folded Icebreaker against the glass, and stretched out. He would doze or just think, either one. There were those things to think about, things to do with change.

He let his eyes open or close, at their own will, let the thoughts come and go. Decision.

Two words he had heard back at Gosford began to pulse in his brain, to keep rhythm with the muted rumble of the XPT suspension: My decision, my decision, my decision…

He was well into his forties now, the last year seemed to have forward movement to it, but not enough. Was life or his subsconscious or his internal calendar prodding him toward an important turning – a leap, even? Noelle, Tristan, an unknown Austrian woman, a hippy mansion in the hinterland, evenings together under a cathedral ceiling, Russell Crowe nearby. My decision, my decision, my decision…

Was it time for change, for decision? Which one first? Simultaneous? Common sense said to decide first, but had he not read somewhere that change needed to drag decision in its wake? Was it in that Paul Coelho novel they had read for his book group? Certainly, things seemed to be conspiring for change, for large change, for necessary change. My decision, my decision, my decision…

The regional personnel manager for a large corporation had recently explained to him that advancing personalities needed to make quantum moves every three years. Not four and not two. Three. Less than that meant one was impatient, with only sketchy goals; more than that was a sign of a submissive nature and an absence of goals. Because the personnel man’s giant corporation only wanted an Australian presence, not a manufacturing base, much of his job consisted of re-titling and shuffling people, just to maintain the sense of personal advance, in the absence of real opportunities. Interesting. How long had Paul been in his position now? What did he want, really want? My decision, my decision, my decision…

There was a pull into something he could not picture yet. Those business and travel ideas he had entertained, however uncertainly, throughout the last year – were they sound? Perhaps if he used this time on the train to run them individually through his head, not trying to reconcile one with the other, just taking each in turn, letting it take shape…

There was the idea of selling carbon credits on ebay, but with each credit pegged to a Tasmanian green project, lavishly photographed and documented: very visual, specific, like those paddock to supermarket meat packs he had seen in France. But did he have the push, the aggression? And if the idea was so strong, why was he the first? Others must know of traps, like that collapsing carbon price in Europe, policy shifts…As the objections and fears started to invade within moments, he managed to dismiss them…then moved on to another idea…

With Argentina’s currency so weak for so long, the opportunities for importing from there must be vast. What if he were to spend a year very deliberately combing the country for products? Almost immediately, the risks and obstacles invaded his vision; he saw goods stranded on docks while officials dithered, retailers shaking their heads, finance people staring coldly at numbers…The idea that was clear and compelling just seconds before was now the usual clutter of doubts…No! Paul strained to expel those doubts, he let the idea stand, live a little. Then he forcibly moved on to the next idea…

Those other ideas were bound up with travel. What if he were to travel even more ambitiously, but with fewer immediate goals? Yes, an immersion in Tasmanian wilderness, a combing of Argentina…but why stop there? If good business ideas planted themselves when he was merely ruminating in familiar surroundings, what might not emerge through long and exhaustive travel. And with the Australian dollar king!…But soon the negatives of travel began to creep in: the bad, lonely meal in the foreign city, the fatigues of transport connections,  accommodation, language, currency fluctuations, strandings and…No! He would let the vision of an adventurous and maturing experience stand. He would hold that, and keep the rest back.

Three sets of ideas. He would let them linger in his brain as alluring pictures while holding back the swarms of smothering fears, those lethal “reality checks”. Paul again pressed his face to his folded Icebreaker, stared out, then allowed his eyes to close awhile on the long stretch after Taree. My decision, my decision, my decision…

He woke from his light doze as the driver announced, for those getting off presently at Kendall, that access to the short platform was only possible through two carriages. Paul dozed again briefly, then the train pulled into Kendall. The station was leafy and quaint. There was a little souvenir shop, with local produce in baskets and cloth-topped jars. He watched some family members hugging on the platform. Again, that odd urge to alight; but he ignored it, and kept his place.

As the train headed for Wauchope over another long stretch, he thought of the book, of how he really should get into it. They would have quiet times in the evening and after breakfast, up at Tristan’s farm. It would be good if he were well immersed in the right sort of book. He imagined the chat: “What are you reading there?” “Oh, just something by Coetzee I’ve been meaning to check out. You know, the Booker winner.” “And Nobel as well?” “Yes, but that’s not always a recommendation…”

Paul tried again to read, but his mind would not take in the page. Perhaps he should have brought different books. Then again, maybe he was intended to spend this time not just in more education, but in deliberate, ordered thought. The sense of change about to engulf him was so strong. But what was the change? He needed to read through his own life, not to involve himself in fictional characters with their gloom and guilt, all that book club fodder.

The suspension beneath him helped keep those words rumbling through his mind: My decision, my decision, my decision…

He felt fresher now, more willing to think than doze. What about the immediate situation? Tristan and Noelle were interesting people, but what was their interest in Paul?

She was one of those lank-haired artistic women who makes odd choices of clothing, even when the clothing is expensive. At times she was a confident and chummy Dutch woman, at times she was abrupt, mannish. She was certainly capable.

Tristan was jovial, familiar…and a little androgynous, with his man bags and his sneaker collection, his love of anything theatrical, the dress-ups and makeup. Maybe that went with being a successful importer of gym equipment. Did he see business potential in Paul? What was the real connection between Paul and Tristan? They both said they supported South Sydney, and even went to a Redfern game together; but the working man’s club was now a fetish with well-off inner city types. Neither Paul nor Tristan cared that much about the game, or about South Sydney.

But why was he having these thoughts? Tristan and Noelle had always been generous and friendly toward him. Why question further? Was there a hook-up with the Austrian lady planned? If so, their motives were benevolent. They were people who were clever, had money, and happened to like Paul. Why must he look for ambushes when all was well, when he felt so set to change, to expand? No, he would take all that was on offer, make a feast of the coming weeks.

At least these people were not ordinary. He had absorbed enough of the ordinary in his first twenty years, living with too many siblings on the fringe of Sydney, then in drab towns. Schools were public, and cramped. Holidays were taken in cramped tents in cramped caravan parks. With people like Tristan and Noelle, words like “bush” and “coast” had a different meaning. Paul just needed to take a few upward mental steps to join these people; he needed to bury the skinny kid who whined at older brothers over turns at cricket, fretted over the price of some carbonated muck, yearned for that monthly Chinese takeaway…

At Wauchope, there was the usual longer stop, a bustle of retirees and holidayers connecting for Port Macquarie and the coast. Surfboards and boogy boards were dragged along the platform. The urge to simply get off was even stronger now. Perhaps he he just needed movement in fresh air for a few minutes.

He stayed in his place. As the train pulled out from Wauchope, he caught his reflection in the glass on the platform side. Maybe it was the angle, but he looked a little less jowly. He hoped as much, after a year of watching what he ate, working out at least weekly. Up at the farm, he would make a point of going on the odd jog. Perhaps Tristan would have some gym equipment on hand.

Kempsey would be next, a drab spot. After that, the towns had more tone, the air and land seemed more subtropical. Though Paul was wide awake now, the words started rumbling again in his head, an effect of the long trip, no doubt: My decision, my decision, my decision…

The scenery was interesting: the flood plain of the Hastings, some close forest, a vast swampy paddock with water buffalo grazing behind sturdy fencing. That set off thoughts of a trip to South East Asia. Why not? Cheaper and closer. But he would not fall for the usual trap of Australian males in their forties. If he were to get involved with a Thai woman, for example, she would be of the middle class, educated…

Now he realised his thoughts were swimming and flapping aimlessly round one another. He needed to think about the future with some order. Quite suddenly, he needed caffeine. Why not? He was on holidays. He headed for the buffet car.

When he got back, Paul had made the unlikely purchase of a coffee and a can of cola. Oh well. Holidays.

The coffee was drunk quickly, the cola would be for gradual sipping, as he marshalled his thoughts into some kind of order. But after a year with very little caffeine, his brain wanted to dance about, and to hum even more mechanically: My decision, my decision, my decision…

He swigged the last of the cola as the train passed plain houses, truck yards and sporting fields. A river crossing, then Kempsey station. Along with an elderly couple, two aboriginal mothers with prams got off, met on the platform by a large aboriginal group. A boney white youth with tattoos and black-and-silver rapper’s clothes seemed to have jumped off just to smoke. Again, Paul felt that urge to alight, perhaps just to breathe deep, break the train of thought that was now seven hours long, maybe even stop the musical nagging of that phrase: My decision, my decision, my decision…

He rose, walked to the end of the carriage and paused at the exit door. As long as the bony young man was smoking, there would be time to do it.

Paul opened the door and got out.

He walked slowly back and forth. Nobody had noticed him get off, which was good. He did not want station attendants scowling at him, as if he were a strung-out smoker making their jobs harder. From the corner of his eye he watched the young man, who was smoking with a certain bravado.

Now the smoker threw his butt down and got on board again. Paul moved to do likewise, then stopped. He resumed pacing the platform slowly. Nobody was minding him.

The train moved. Paul stopped walking. Then he took a pace back. As the train gathered speed, he merely stared after it. Shortly, the train was disappearing north across the flood plain. He was left standing on the platform as the crowd thinned and made its way to the parking lot.

Why had he done this?

He did nothing but sit on a bench on the platform. The thought stream had stopped, obviously. He was stuck on a country station with all his luggage gone. What did he have? A phone, a small amount of money, a driver’s license and a cash card.

Why had he stranded himself? He knew and did not know. The knowable bit was not an explainable bit. He had been wanting to get off, now he was off. His luggage would go north, because it was meant to. Why would he install himself in Kempsey with all luggage? He did not belong here. He had merely wanted – needed, maybe – to get off that train.

He sat staring at the ground. The platform was empty now. A uniformed attendant walked near him with a broom and dustpan, they exchanged glances, nods. When the attendant had walked a few metres past Paul, he stopped and turned around.

“You right, mate?”

“Oh, yes…Well, no.”

“What’s up, buddy?”

“I…sort of missed my train. I was on the XPT to Coffs Harbour. I got off here for a bit…”

“Bloody smoking! I tell you, old mate, you’ve got yourself to blame…”

“No, no. I don’t smoke. I just got off and…sort of missed it.”

The attendant shook his head. He was squat with a yappy voice, the type that country towns breed when they are not breeding elongated types with drawls.

“Well, what about your luggage? All your stuff?”

“Gone. To Coffs, I suppose.”

The attendant kept shaking his head.

“Look, there’ll be another train come in tonight before eight. You should be able to jump on that. I can’t say if you’ll have to pay again or not. Since you weren’t smoking…Look, the Countrylink office is open inside. Go and tell them your problems. You should be able to get a spot on the evening XPT, and they can ring Coffs to have your luggage held there. You can get dinner at the Railway Pub, end of the street, or walk over into town for Chinese. The missus and me, we always get the lemon chicken.”

Paul went to the Countrylink office inside the station and explained his situation. The booking clerk looked at him quizzically as he explained what had happened, emphasising that he had not got off to smoke. This local was tall and angular, unhurried in movement, slow of speech.

“Well, what happened, matey? Why did you get off?”

“Oh, I felt like some air. Country air. You know…”

“Plenty of that around here.”

After showing his license and the old ticket that was still in his back pocket, Paul was given another ticket and booking for a train due around eight that evening, in another four hours. He was not required to pay, and the clerk, after taking a description of his luggage, rang Coffs Harbour to have it retrieved and held there.

“You can get tea at the pub down near the crossing. Or you can walk over into town for Chinese. If you do, go for the prawn cutlets in sweet and sour.”

He sat in the booking office and started to ring Tristan’s number. Then he cancelled, and instead wrote Tristan a text, saying he would be late into Coffs that night and that he would stay in a motel there. He would ring them tomorrow. After sending the text, he turned his phone off.

Paul wandered down the street to where the rail intersected with a broad street leading to the main town and Pacific Highway. There was an automated crossing gate at the intersection and a typical Australian pub-on-stilts. The pub had delicate lacework on its upper balcony and tiling up to the windows of the lower level. The shaded area under the both upper and lower balcony was enormous.

Paul walked in to the public bar, which was almost empty at that hour, and bought a beer. He drank slowly, almost dreamily. It was just that time in October when there is no Rugby League and no cricket, so a large screen was tuned to some horse racing. He stared awhile at the screen, then took his beer to a high stool and bench near a window. He stared out at the country town version of peak hour, as tradesmen, nurses, mothers with schoolkids drove over the crossing around four o’clock. Some cars made a quick thud as they crossed the rails, others made a plop. Paul was surprised at the amount of traffic.

He knew he should ask himself what he was doing here, but he did not. Paul had never had less to do with any place in his life. He had wanted to get off the train, so he did. Now he was here till the next train.

Leaving the pub, he wandered over the rail crossing in the direction of the main town. He knew he should be thinking about what he was doing, but each time he tried his mind went blank. Maybe after seven hours of non-stop thinking, after a whole year of straining so deliberately for betterment, he needed to not think. The brain was an organ. Maybe it got inflamed like any other organ – like an arm or a neck – and needed inactivity.

Kempsey was the right place for his mood, or condition, or whatever it was. He walked past playing fields, a skateboard park, a string of car dealerships. Then the town centre. It had a suburban look with a rural pace; an economy that was limping contentedly along, without congestion or long commuting; appointments here would be flexible, easy to keep or break. The shrewd were making more money than was apparent, the dopes were happy in the pub. Even the Pacific Highway was forced to wind down to a narrow old iron bridge, before bending again to stretch north out of town. People were moving a little lazily, nobody was avoiding eye contact, but nobody was too interested in making eye contact. Kempsey.

The chant was back in his head: My decision, my decision, my decision…

Then he knew.

*

As Paul strode more briskly, now looking for a particular type of shop, he passed a Chinese restaurant. He stopped, walked back and pushed on its typically white-curtained front door, not expecting it to be open. The door did open, and he stepped into an enormous seating area, which was probably doubled by a cavernous upstairs. Every big-enough town in Australia had one, for half a century, at least. Kempsey really had one, and the business was likely older than its present building. For some farming families of past generations, it was the only exotic place they ever entered in their lives. They went there to eat food nobody in China ate, and they never cared or even thought about that for a moment. Why would they?

Paul had been in dozens of places like this when he was young. Familiar smells of soy, fat and air-freshener. A young local girl was folding napkins at the front counter.

“G’day there, hon. Not open just yet. ‘Nother half hour about…”

“That’s okay. I just wondered if this is the place that has the lemon chicken. And the prawn cutlets in sweet and sour.”

The girl looked at him a little surprised. It was a bit like asking if a milk bar had milk shakes.

“Sure thing, hon. Best on the coast.”

“Really? Half an hour, you’d estimate?”

“‘Bout that.  Hungry, mate?”

“Yes. Very. Tell the cook I’ll have both of those. And a large fried rice. Is that…is that creaming soda you’ve got in the fridge? I’d forgotten about creaming soda. Amazing. Creaming soda! I’ll get a bottle with dinner…And Cherry Cheer! Is there a sports store open in town.”

“Sure is. Just across the street and up a bit. Better scoot, hon. They close about half-five.”

“Thanks…Up the street that way?”

“Yep. That way. You should have time before they close.”

Paul had time. He had time.

My decision, my decision, my decision…

*

Col Critchley, station attendant at Kempsey, was chatting with Kempsey Countrylink representative, Roger Crawshaw, in the station’s booking office. They were between train arrivals, so the station was empty, and there was time for a chat. Roger had a story to tell about the strange passenger from the day before.

“Get this, Col. After I arranged for his new ticket and booking, I told him to lob in here around eight and he’d get a free ride all the way to Coffs. Meanwhile, the Coffs mob had pulled his luggage off the train, so all he had to do was pick it up there. All courtesy of State Rail and Countrylink. You and me.

“Well, he didn’t get on the late train, did he? He showed up here this morning, said he’d decided to spend the night at the Railway pub. Apparently he did, because I rang the pub just to check – I was getting a bit suspicious-like – and they said someone like him had spent the night there.”

“Maybe he got on the grog. Or something else.”

“Maybe, but you’ve seen the bloke. He didn’t seem like he was under the influence of anything in particular. He was just, you know…”

“From Sydney!”

“Exactly. From Sydney. And that’s where he’d come from, according to his original ticket. Sydney Central. Anyway, he said he wanted another ticket, and said he’d pay for it and for last night’s as well. I should have let him pay for the complimentary, but the system won’t let me.”

“Bloody computers.”

“Exactly. Bloody computers.”

“Anyway, he’s gone now?”

“Yeah, only it’s funny. He got on a train – I made sure of that – but not the train to Coffs.”

“Not…what about his luggage?”

“Said he’ll pay to have it freighted.”

“So where has he gone?”

“The direction he came from.”

“Good. Sydney’s the right place for his type.”

“Yeah, but he didn’t want to go to Sydney. He wanted to go as far as Gosford, then connect with Woy Woy.”

“Woy Woy!”

“Woy Woy. His decision, he said. He stood right where you are now, with just the clothes he had on and – get this! – a Newcastle Knights football tied up in red and blue ribbons. I asked him twice if he was sure…asked if he might want to see a doctor…talk to the cops…phone a friend somewhere, maybe…

“He just kept saying it was his decision. He and his red and blue football are off to Woy Woy.”

“Bloody Woy Woy!”

“Exactly. Woy Woy. With a red and blue football.”

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FOAM OF THE SEA

“Intending to leave the land of Peru, he made a speech to those he had created, apprising them of the things that would happen. He told them that people would come, who would say that they were Viracocha their creator, and that they were not to believe them; but that in the time to come he would send his messengers who would protect and teach them. Having said this he went to sea with his two servants, and went travelling over the water as if it was land, without sinking. For they appeared like foam over the water, and the people, therefore, gave them the name of Viracocha which is the same as to say the grease or foam of the sea…This absurd fable of their creation is held by these barbarians and they affirm and believe it as if they had really seen it to happen and come to pass.” – Pedro Sarmiento De Gamboa

***

“I was fishing the Clarence with mates, and we all saw and felt it: a fine material like a spider’s web, settling all around us, over the boat, the river, the banks. When rubbed or even touched, it just fell apart to nothing, like gold leaf, if you’ve ever cooked with that…”

“The Northern Rivers! More strange lights up that way than anywhere in the world. A mate of mine was growing bananas near the Clarence – and maybe another crop as well. Anyway, he got so used to lights following his ute at night he used to wave back at them…”

“Maybe that had more to do with the second crop he was growing.”

“Ask him next jail visit.”

“No, but seriously…”

It was that kind of late night talk: aliens and unexplained lights. The talk was not worthy of the company, a bunch of hardheads, except for me, a bunch of wealthy deciders and doers. But expensive grog will have its way just like the cheap stuff, and men who never miss a practical angle on anything were droning about what’s “out there”, about increased “activity” since that first blast at Alamogordo…and about Roswell, of course.

Jackson (I’m changing his name) sat listening, too polite to be bored, but clearly not impressed. He has a way of not drinking while not avoiding drinking, a way of shunning the usual vulgarities without being a prude. Tolerance and aplomb in everything: that’s Jackson. He’s welcome everywhere for a reason. There’s probably a mountain village in New Guinea that can only be reached by an expert climber – Jackson will be expected and greeted there like a member of the tribe who just popped out for a bit.

With a little self-promotion, Jackson would be a lot more famous. Yet why bother? The coming of digital should have devalued his photography, but it didn’t. His books should be reading creaky, selling poorly, but no. All of that was achieved without the hindrances of fame, or any kind of urging.The money, research and and physical fitness he needs are always available to him – even at age sixty – so there’s little point in arm-waving, as far as Jackson is concerned. He’s right. If I was rich, I’d tip money in his lap. He’s unique. He’s Jackson.

To avoid any impression of urgency, he chose the right pause in the chatter, a refueling pause for us drinkers. He began by shaking his head deliberately.

“Up there, it’s pretty cold and empty. I’m talking about space. Nothing much up there. Never mind about mysterious lights and so on. That’s just weather – or maybe even diversion.”

“Diversion? From what? And how are you so sure there’s nothing else except us?”

“I said space is cold and empty. I didn’t say there were no aliens, or whatever name you want to give.”

“With respect, that’s where aliens are supposed to come from. Nowhere else.”

“Really?”

“Jackson, are you saying aliens from right here? That makes them non-aliens, doesn’t it?”

“Maybe. I won’t get bogged down with names, definitions. But your mystery lights and UFO sighting have got you looking upward, up where it’s cold and empty. And I’m saying that may be a diversion – from aliens, or something else.”

“So you’re saying they’re here amongst us?”

“Not that either…I may need to explain. Just don’t quote my observations as opinions. I observe, that’s mostly all I do. In fact, try not to quote me at all on this one. Or don’t mention my name if you do.”

“Since it’s you, we’re listening.”

Following is Jackson’s account.

***

I was working along the Tasman Peninsular.

At the time, the Australian coastal cliffs weren’t well photographed or explored. The Bunda Cliffs of the Bight, the Shipwreck Coast in Vic, Red Bluff in the West: we’ve got some startling ocean frontage on this continent. I’m handy with rope and camera, as you know. Before modern abseiling gear and rock-climbing walls in gyms, I was taking on that sort of thing.

This is about the east side of Oz.

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What I’m about to relate happened at the south end of the Tasman Peninsular. While I was taking snaps of the Cape Pillar area, where the cliffs can reach nearly a thousand feet above some pretty cranky sea, there was the chance to do some close up geology, and mineral and flora sampling for a certain scientific body. It was a good earn at the time, and interesting. A bit dangerous, of course, especially because I was overloaded for more than one job.

I was younger and sillier. These days, they won’t let you work alone in that way. Even if they did, I’d likely dangle a second rope, parallel to the one I was using. Anyway, the rope gave out: manufacturing fault probably. I slid some metres and managed to land on top of an “organ pipe”, as they call the attached tubular forms, staggered at different heights, that make up the cliffs in those parts. Camera and samples crashed to the rocks below, and there I was left pillar-sitting, like an early desert hermit, with room only to stand or gently work my way into a crouch. These days, you’d pull out a mobile phone and just ring. Not then. Crazy, deadly situation it was.

My pillar was tucked out of sight of the ocean, inside a fold or partial chimney formation, so a fishing boat or ship would be unlikely to see me. Flares? I had none. The few metres of rope I had left, still attached to my waist, were not enough to swing or lower me on to another “organ pipe”. Climb up or down the face? It was sheer, only a handful of climbers in the whole world would have tried it with no equipment.

The remaining chance was a jump into a big surge on high tide, and that was hardly any chance at all. All I could do was wait, hope, and reserve that jump for the very last.

This was that caught-on-a-ledge nightmare most of us have at some time. But it was actual.

With the light fading, my eyes kept combing the rock face for ideas, for distraction. I discovered one oddity. Within the chimney, just metres away though unreachable, another of those pillars or cylinders had a strange form etched into it, almost too neatly arranged to be natural. It first drew my attention because there were three deep cavities, arranged to express a frowning, squashed-in face with oriental eyes and a grimacing mouth, wider at both edges. Then, in the lulls between ocean surges, I picked up a deep wheezing coming from those cavities.

For a while, I puzzled how to reach the face, since it offered refuge within its cavities, a place to at least lie, maybe even to sleep – since sleep in the present position would mean death. But there was no way across.

Night was coming on, the tide was too low and the surges too small for my final desperate jump. It was a matter of staying awake, standing or in a squat, resisting the cold which would bring on dangerous cramp. I smoothly changed my posture every few minutes, performing slow leg and arm exercises while wriggling toes and fingers.

In the night, with the slack sea and relenting of the gales, the wheezing sound from the facing pillar and its strange cavities was much more audible. If only I had landed on that cylinder! Those cavities must lead somewhere, to make such a constant and deep sound after the seas and winds had subsided.

All through the night, I exercised each limb and joint with method, not allowing myself to be still for a second, since cramp or a drowsy moment might send me plunging.

And I listened to that peculiar deep wheezing from the other pillar with its angry, freakishly symmetrical features, no longer visible in the dark, but easily imagined. I’d take any company at all!

The slow and constant yoga was more draining than the heaviest exertion. But I held.

With the first light, there was a touch of relief – just because it was a change. Little hopes came sneaking into my brain. Hopes? Or the mental static generated by extreme exhaustion? Maybe a boat would draw in close, maybe there would be walkers on the cliff tops above, or aircraft…Maybe a massive tidal surge would make a jump just barely possible…If I could close my eyes, the right decision might come…

That moment of abstraction, of retreat from the physical to the mental, was enough to suspend my movements – and to send me into the briefest of dozes. I tipped forward. All balance was gone. Death was certain within the next seconds.

Instinct alone prompted me to thrash about, looking for any means of support, though there was obviously none. And yet, ridiculously, impossibly…

I was clasping a rope! My hands had found a rope which had been dangling right in front of me. What’s more, it was holding firm, swinging me back on to my perch. It reached some feet below me, and seemed to come all the way from the top. It was hard to tell in the vague light.

There was no point testing the rope further, or even looking it over. I discarded the old broken length and fitted the new rope to my waist. The pain involved in hauling myself up was extreme, after the night I had spent. But I know how to use a rope.

Moving higher, I yelled out, assuming that somebody above had seen me and lowered the rope. Whoever it was would be waiting, unless they had gone off to seek added support.

There was no reply. All one could hear were various seabirds, mewling and shrilling on the change of light. Soon, none of it mattered, as I pulled myself over the lip of the cliff, then collapsed on the first piece of flat ground, to lie panting, groaning, whimpering…but to lie living.

Nobody approached me. Gradually, I recovered breath and composure, though my joints still throbbed.

I sat up, looked about. Nobody. At last it occurred to me to check the rope and its mooring. But what kind of rope was it? It was bluish, with a synthetic look to it, but felt like it was woven from a natural and surprisingly soft fibre. It felt light in the hand, like string, though it was of a normal thickness for clasping. There was no trace of fraying or abrasion. On regaining my feet, I detached the rope from my waist and went looking for its mooring.

It was looped around the base of a large rock which protruded from the flat like a headstone. On inspection, I could seen that there was a deep, smooth groove in the base of the rock, and the rope had actually fitted the groove, as it might fit the roller of a pulley. But where was the rope actually moored? As I followed, it led straight back to the edge of the cliff and down over the lip again, some fifteen metres from where I had hauled myself up.

Just as I was peering over to find the mooring point below, the rope was pulled back down, at great speed. However, I was able to glimpse its path as it shot, like a hastily sucked strand of spaghetti, into the mouth of the carved face I had observed – and heard! – while stranded below.

Of course, I told nobody. People who need respect and funding don’t tell such tales. I lied by omission, but since there are some rather naughty fellows in the present company, I’m sure nobody will be scandalised.

You doubt it happened? So did I, especially when I came back to the same spot a week later with high-powered binoculars and all sorts of photographic equipment – to find that the face had been erased, that all was just smooth rock! Mind you, the groove in the pulley stone was still there, shiny and perfect.

And could I have imagined everything? The fall? The fact I was alive?

*

Before anybody speculates…there’s a bit more to tell.

The coastal research projects continued, though I grew more cautious. I used high powered lenses from fishing boats for much of it, though it was still necessary to make the odd risky descent to do geology. There’s a scenic coastal road that was never built after I found some fissures in the rock below. All that research is dated now, but had to be done at the time.

My last task involved good old Hawkesbury sandstone, not far from Sydney. Many of the prettiest cliffs line the coast along the Sydney Basin, some right in the city suburbs.

From an almost inaccessible cove – which I had reached at high water by Malibu board – I was surveying the tight gorge of a certain sandstone cliff, earmarked for military uses it would probably never have. Still, a preliminary geological survey was needed. To be honest, I did more than was needed, partly for my books, partly because I’m that kind of Queenslander.

As I inspected the cliff above through the lens of my Leica, my eye was drawn by a familiar form, high up but well below the rim. It would only have been visible from someone standing in my position – and it was likely no-one had ever stood in that spot.

There was no mistaking the severe features: angled eyes, squashed nose, mouth widened at the corners. It was the same carved visage I had seen many hundreds of miles to the south. That visage which had saved me – somehow.

Or was this just a trick of light on the many folds and crevices?

After taking what photos I could, I resolved on a plan which would not draw attention, yet might satisfy my curiosity.

Was that formation was making a deep, wheezing sound through its crevices? I had to know!

The next day I was back, but on the very top of the cliff, directly above the mysterious face. This time I would not risk my body in a dangerous descent on sandstone, which has far too much hydraulic conductivity. Using a heavy fishing rig with winch, I wound a kind of weather-proof dictaphone, borrowed from the military, down to the exactly calculated spot where the eyes and mouth would be. The line itself was maximum strength, good for holding full grown marlin. I steadied the well weighted recorder, intending to leave it in position for about five minutes.

The line went light, yet there had been no snagging or tugging. I pulled. The line was without any weight at all.

After winding it up, I examined the break with a pocket magnifier on my survival knife. It was not a cut, but a neat fuse.

There was nothing more to do that day. But I needed to know more.

Another approach by surfboard to the cove would mean waiting for calm conditions on a very high tide. That might be a long wait, so I persuaded a military friend to have me flown by chopper to a spot in the air where I would have a view into the cove and a good sight on the mysterious face. Needless to say, I did not tell the chopper pilot the real reason for our flight.

We flew in easily, the draughts were favourable, my camera was ready…

The face was gone from the rock.

No cavities at all, just sandstone cliff, smoother than the rest. The chopper pilot, seeing my expressions of disappointment and disbelief, accompanied by unmanly whimpers of frustration, decided I was a little eccentric. Can’t blame him.

I can tell you this to conclude. That carved face was plain to view some days before, regardless of light or angle. And I still have those initial photographs, though they prove nothing, just that a bit of cliff somewhere once carried an odd looking form.

***

Jackson fell silent, we said nothing, just drank thoughtfully, raised our brows a little and exchanged looks. Finally, one of the company:

“Jackson, you never saw any more of these…faces?”

“Not in real life. But in photos, yes. I don’t mean my own photos. I mean photos that millions have seen, in another context.”

“Where, for god’s sake?”

Jackson paused, and actually took a large swig of cognac.

“Look here, this is the part where you conclude I’m a ratbag, if you haven’t concluded as much already. Just remember it was you lot who started all this, with your talk about aliens and Roswell and so on.”

“Oh, go on. Just go on. We’re all ratbags by the cognac.”

“Okay. I’ll continue. Some years after the events I just recalled, I happened to pick up a coffee table book on the Incas. I’d read the blind historian, Prescott, in my youth, but since forgotten much about the subject. In that glossy book were pictures of a valley in Peru: a sacred landscape of sorts. And on a cliff overlooking that valley there’s a face in the rock, though only in profile, and rougher, like a first draft. The locals have believed since forever that it’s the face of their main god…”

“Kon-tiki! In the valley of Olly-something. Kon-tiki was the Inca god who left, and went west across the ocean. Hence Kon-tiki Expedition.” I broke in rather too eagerly, having recently perused the internet on the subject.

“Kon-tiki is one name for their god. And that valley is called Ollantaytambo. Another name for their god or gods, meaning ‘Foam of the Sea’, is Viracocha.”

He said nothing further. One of us had to prompt.

“So you’re saying there are…that there are gods who have come west from Peru? Inca gods? Come on now, Jackson!”

“Gods? No, not gods. Maybe not even aliens. I’m telling you what I saw and experienced. My life was saved by something lurking in one of those cavities, and it was something…something superior…”

Now Jackson pointed upward, with a shake of the head.

“I’m saying that up there it’s cold and empty. The more we know about it, the colder and emptier it seems.”

Now he stamped sharply on the floor with one foot.

“But down there is energy: an endless supply of heat and pressure, to be manipulated, concentrated, or even reversed. Down there is sweet, fresh water. Oceans of it. Down there are minerals and other substances in enormous supply. The only thing lacking is common air …and that can come through vents in inaccessible cliffs…vents which double as some kind of sacramental interface with life on the surface, as symbols neither secret nor open…That’s it! Those faces in the rock are meant to be seen and then not seen. They’re a hint. A hint of a covenant. They’re like bacteria floating on your eyeballs. You can see them, but focus on them and they roll away. Ah, I don’t know what I’m trying to say.

“But why look up? It’s all just cold and void up there…

“But under our feet, just a stroll away, if we knew how, and what…No, not gods, not even aliens. Not anything that has a common name or label. But right beneath us, right down there…”

Again he stamped on the floor.

“Down there…Viracocha!”

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